Solitude

Fear

Did you know that the things we fear have already happened to us? Think about it. What is your biggest fear and why is it your biggest fear?
It's happened before, hasn't it?

One of my biggest fears is rejection. I've seen it happen to many of my friends, I've seen it on movies, tv shows and it's happened to me once or twice. I've seen it so much that when it comes to the dating life, I've cut myself off.

I couldn't be bothered to start to feel something for someone and start to fascinate about a relationship with them only to get rejected. I fascinate too much and maybe get too much ahead of myself but that's just because I'm passionate and I want things to work out.

I couldn't be bothered to spend time getting to know someone and hanging out with them all the time only to find out they don't feel the same. That they've been stringing me along this whole entire time.

It's only happened to me a couple of times before and now that I have a crush on someone new I don't know how to deal with it. I want to tell him how I feel but then I don't want to tell him because of fear.

Fear that he won't feel the same and that everyone will tease me because of it. Fear that I'll waste my time and that's something I'll never get back. Fear that it'll be awkward between us if he finds out and he doesn't feel the same.

But everyone has fears and the thought of that, it's up to you whether to conquer them or not.