Amnesia

End.

To the girl I've been chasing for half a decade, thank you , you've been both my strength and weakness whenever I felt up or down but this time I'm finally letting go, after all the commitments, chasing around, hints, efforts and you still wouldn't budge, Im sorry, I'm moving on from you. I think, being bestfriends is the closest I'll ever get with you.

My biggest regret  wasn't falling for you but, putting all my time and effort into you who I thought would be mine and be with my side forever but didn't end up the way it was supposed to be.

You're no longer the reason why I'm excited in going to school, slowly creeping up the hallway to avoid accidentally bumping you, sneaking past your classroom just for a glimpse of your finesse and beauty, slowly walking out of the schools gate just to see your face one last time before the day ends, no, turns out, someone has replaced you, its funny how someone I met 2 months ago can have better intentions than someone I've met and chased for 5 years.

I hope you marry the guy I set you up with though I regret it still, I hope he doesn't make you sad at night reminds you how much he loves you everyday and laughs at your jokes and wants to listen to your music and genuinely wants to be with you and doesn't make you second guess his love for you, I really hope he's the one, because you deserve him more than me anyway.

Whenever we were together, if you could've just read my mind, you'd be in tears for all the things I wanted for us, sadly no, Ill just always be your rant buddy, crying shoulder, and everything you'd ever need.

Ive found someone else, better than you I suppose, not to be the bad guy but yeah, hopefully she'd treat me the way I treated you way back before I finally moved on from you, Im not wasting this chance again, Ill make this last, til' then, Ill just be here ready to catch your scattered emotions and fix them, all over again.

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- Sorry for haven't updating guys been through a lot of stuff and this would be the final chapter of the story Im sorry for not finishing the Timeline version of the story cuz this one is the true to life scenario hope you guys understand.

-Sorry