It was back to school and I was shocked to know the day after her bestfriend is going to be our new classmate, I know she knows I like her bestfriend and the worst part was she was seating right next to me.
I tried to act normal but I know that she really wanted to talk to me about her.
"Uhmmm, hey, M-Mike?" She asked
"Oh hey Kate! What is it?"
"Uhmmm I wanna know, do you like.."
"Jewel? Yeah I like her! Ever since I was a little rascal"
"What?!" She replied "I just wanted to know if you like to have some brownies"
I was stunned after hearing her question. BROWNIES?!
"What WHAT. Im so sorry, I thought you were going to ask about Jewel and s-stuff!" I nervously stated.
"You like her too?"
"What do you mean by "too"? Theres someone else?" I replied.
"Yeah. Austin likes her too ya know, I even heard Jewel likes him back."
Thats when I realized, I had no chance, they've been having a Mutual Understanding since last year said Kate.
"But tbh, I prefer Austin, to be her..."
"Nahhh its okay Im fine with that, if shes happy Im okay." I interrupted.
Am I really okay with it? NO
"Well its recess now, see you in the next period!" She announced.
It was over, but my heart still believes I have a chance even though it hurts so much seeing Jewel with Austin every minute, every hour, everytime! but then, reality stroked.
A week later Jewel comes to me. Sobbing. As I asked
"Why? Whats wrong?" While wiping her tears with my thumb
"Austin and I fought. I thought we were going to have a good friendship together but, it was just a lie" She cried.
I hugged her tight, like I was never letting go.
"Im s-sorry, Im sorry, Jewel"
"For what?"
"For not protecting you." I replied.
She looked straight into my eyes, and said..
"I-its okay." And hugged me tighter.
My heart was beating like it was going to burst out of my chest.
"Wow, your heartbeat is so strong I could feel it" she stated
"Oh yeah, this was my first time to be hugged by a girl in purpose" I replied
"This was my first time too" she grinned and we laughed.
After that day we became much more closer than we used to because of that. I could even sometimes hear her talking right next to me whenever I read her text.
A good night or a good morning can already make my day complete. It feels like she was already my girlfriend but I know she wasn't.
BINABASA MO ANG
Amnesia
Fiksi RemajaThe most beautiful girl, the hottest, the craziest, the weirdest and most of all, my inspiration. This girl has been in my life for so long, but our misunderstandings make her forget some of our past, like amnesia, But despite all of that, even how...
