Amnesia

Chapter 15- It Really Hurts

Deep inside it hurts as Hell, even though I've been through that situation before, this time she admitted it, she told me those exact words, I feel devastated right now, it seems like Im broken again.

Even after telling me not to talk or text her anymore I still do it, sadly she just seenzones me every time, because of that, knowing that theres nothing I can do anymore, cant talk, chat, text, I cut all of our bonds together, I even unfriended her on Facebook, unfollowed her on Twitter, and deleted her number.

I know that sounds over dramatic but what else can I do? Whats the use of all those if I cant even talk to her?

So I decided to tell Isabel what happened.

To: Isabel

"Hey, could you help me?" 11:23

From: Isabel

"What is it?" 11:24

To: Isabel

"Its over." 11:26

From: Isabel

"What? What do you mean? Are you ok?" 11:26

To: Isabel

"I don't know her anymore, it feels like I Just had Amnesia, Jewel told me to stay away from her now."

From: Isabel

"What?! Thats sad to hear Mike, don't worry Im here for you, tomorrow Ill come to school as early as I can to talk to you, ok Mike? Goodnight, I hope you'll be fine." 11:29

"I wont..." I said to myself.

Tears flooded down my face when I was about to sleep, memories echoed through my mind, her voice as loud as I can hear, everything flashed back to me as if I were dying, I didn't know what to do, I felt like I was slowly slipping away.

The next day I woke up as early as I can, my eyes all red and all after looking at the mirror.

"Did I really cry last night?" I said to myself.

I ate breakfast and I quickly went to school, after that I saw Isabel.

"Isabel, Hi." I waved.

"What happened to you? Your eyes are so red, did you cry last night?" She asked.

"Well, sorta, but that doesn't matter Ill be fine." I answered.

"Don't lie to me Mike, I know you cried last night, I mean, look at those eyes, red as blood, as if someone was scratching your eyes instead of you crying." She jokingly replies.

"Haha, even though Im going through all of this, you still find a way to make me laugh."

"Of course, Im here for you Mike, no matter what, so tell me what else did she tell you?"

I told her every tiny detail Kate and Jewel told me about the problem and she too understands what its like to be in that situation.

"I see, she was just trying to protect you Mike, don't feel bad, you should be lucky that you have that kind of a friend, a friend that would risk everything for you." Isabel explains.

"Well, you could call me the Luckiest Unlucky Man in the world."

Suddenly, I remembered that sentence, but this time I was the Unluckiest guy, I tried to remember who I told that sentence to and it hit me, I told Jewel those words years ago, why does Isabel remind me so much of her?

So much that it made me utter the words I once said to Jewel before.

The day after I decided to listen to some music, coincidentally Amnesia of 5SOS, I listened to every little lyrics of the song and realized that the song completely described how I felt about Jewel, every single word of the song describes how I feel, it feels like the song was really made for me, I quickly changed the song because it was affecting me so much.

Its been a month since that day and I was already starting to forget about what happened but not everything, and then I saw her again, smiling and all, looking perfect, and I thought to myself "Why does she look so familiar?"

Then I remembered, I remembered everything before, the exact words she told me, and those exact words, still live inside my phone, I never deleted it, and I will never will.

"Hey Mike!" Isabel shouted.

"Oh hey Isabel, what is it?"

"Oh nothing, just wanted to hang around with my buddy for sometime, so what have you been up to this past weekend.?" She asked.

"Im still trying to get over what happened last month, there's still an ouchy in here." As I pointed my heart.

"Don't worry Mike, you'll get better as soon as possible, and Im right here to help you."

Later that night as I was about to sleep when I heard a voice inside me, I heard it say..

"A year ago we stayed up till 3 talking and today I don't know how to even say Hey."