My Boy Bestfriends

Chapter Thirty One

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CARLA POV

Asa unit na kaming apat, si Chuck at Angel nasa kwarto ni Chuck, si Nate naman asa kwarto nag insist siya na samahan niya ako dito sa kwarto pero sabi ko gusto ko munang mapag isa.

Iniisip ko kung paano ko sasabihin na buntis ako, di ko  aman maitatago kasi lalaki ang tiyan ko, siguro pag lalayo ako yon maitatago ko, pero ayaw ko namang ipagkait sa baby ko and sa kanyang ama, at gusto ko ding maramdaman ang alaga ni chuck habang dinadala ko ang anak niya.

And with that thought, naisip ko din paano ko sasabihin kay Nate na dinadala ko ang anak ni Chuck. I know masasaktan siya, and who wouldn't  naman diba? Boyfriend ko siya and when he's not around im doing sexy things with his bestfriend. Ugh!! Ano ba naman kasi tong pinasok ko. Sakit sa ulo.

Honestly speaking I miss Chuck so much. I miss his hugs and kisses actually everything about him. I want him beside me and hugging me  now.

Im so jealous when I saw Angel and Chuck hugging each other possesively at the back while we're on our way home. Gusto ko ako yong nasa position ni Angel.

"Ikaw nalang mag drive Nate." Chuck tossed the key of  his car to Nate. "I think I'm not feeling well. Nahihilo ako" 

"Babe whats wrong? Are you okay?" Sabay hawak ni Angel sa noo at leeg ni Chuck. "You're burning, we should get back at Uncle John to have you checked." Said Angel in a worried voice.

"No babe. I'm fine, I might be just tired and I think i just need a lot of sleep. So we should go home now." Matamlay na sabi ni Chuck, parang ang lungkot lungkot niya, may problema ba siya? I want to say to him na he's gonna be a dad, maybe ma bri-brighten up ang mood niya. But I can't not now. But soon my love you just have to trust me and wait. I'll just need to fix things with Nate. Before I tell you.

I want to tell him that I miss his touch, hugs and kisses. But I can't.

"Angel is right Chuck, balik tayo sa loob at pa check up ka." I don't know what to say to him, I'm  worried sick about him too. I just want him to be okay. When I'm looking at him he looks so lonely and broken. I just wanna hug him.

"No. I just wanna go home. Im really tired please. Let's go." He said in a broken voice. Parang naiiyak siya, I know. Parang hindi siya yong Chuck na kilala ko. He's showing weakness.

I just keep on looking to Chuck on rear mirror I can't just stand not to look at him I really miss him. We should be celebrating right now. Because we're having a baby. Pero hindi. Kasi iba ang ikot ng mundo ko, namin ngayon. I just don't know what to do right now. I'm so messed up that I don't even know where to start and what word should I say when I'll start opening amd explaining to them. Iniisip ko ang mga taong masasaktan sa gagawin ko. Maybe I'll start with Nate first then Angel and then Chuck. I really hope and pray that things will turn out the way I'm imagining it right now, acceptance and happiness.

The whole trip was totally silence until we're home, no one dared to break the silence.

I was snapped out of mt thought when I feel sudden cravings, so I went to the kitchen to get something to eat, when I saw Chuck smooching the Skippy peanut butter and nutella in the kitchen.

"Hey! That's mine!" I said grabbing all those his eating.

"Excuse me! Ako nauna. Bumili ka nalang ng sayo!" At inagaw din niya sakin yong palaman. Bat ba siya nakikiagaw kasi. Ako nauna jan e.

"Excuse me! Ako kaya nauna jan kaninang umaga. Duh! Anyways! Hati nalang tayo pwede?" I asked him nicely, syempre kung makikipag agawan pa ako sa kanya baka magalit. Tsaka para makasama ko naman siya.