A different life (A Twilight Fan-Fic)(Completed)

Chapter 20: can't do it anymore

Chapter 20



Bella’s POV



It had been a few days ago that I found the track, and we just stepped out of the plain. ‘Come one guys, soon we can run again’ I said. They nodded. We all had only hand baggage so we could just leave without making unnecessary stops. I was questioning how they would get Seth over the sea, but now I knew. Precisely in this plane, I smelled Seth. I knew that it hadn’t been that long ago that he was here, so I became even more desperate to find him, if that’s possible. As fast as humans could run we ran out of the airport, hired a few cars and drove into the city of Amsterdam. I knew we had to go this way, because I’d been here before. We couldn’t run, because this was the capital of the Netherlands. It was quite busy today and there was a lot of traffic. With every second that it took, I became more nervous. We skipped the historical inner city and directly went on the highway to Haarlem. We passed all the cool places, just because we had to pass them. The traffic was even worse here, so we parked the car and started to walk. In the middle of the city, Jake bumped into someone. ‘Sorry’ he said. As he looked up, something changed in his glare. He looked right in the eyes of Jade.



‘Jade!’ I yelled. ‘What the hell are you doing here?’ ‘Hanging around, being bored, see the Dutch famous things’ she said. ‘And you?’ ‘One of my best friend is wolf-napped’ I said. ‘Damn it’ she said. ‘Indeed’ I said. ‘But we have to go on. See you later, neighbor!’ ‘Later, neighbor’ she said with a smile. We then started to walk again. ‘Everything okay, Jake?’ I asked after a few minutes. ‘Yes, yes, everything’s okay…’ he said quite weird. ‘Sure it is?’ I asked. He nodded. Something in his glare scared me, but made me sad as well. It made me think about Edward. And there the pain was again. It felt like there was a hole in my chest. Like everything was pulled out, but wasn’t replaced yet. Not that my liver or so where really working, but still. It felt like, like, yeah, like what actually? I can’t describe the feeling. I shook my head and followed the rest again. We had to follow, follow and follow. It was kind of boring, to run and follow all day long. But besides that, I hated the nights. All night long hanging in a tree, looking around, nobody to talk with. That wasn’t the problem, but the thought of Edward were. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. I was thrilled of this, so I tried not to wink. This looked kind of weird, but it worked. But I had to wink in a big city such as Haarlem, so I had to stare at Edward all the time. ‘Everything okay?’ Paul said this time. I shook my head and nodded. There was a long trip in front of us.



Emmett’s POV



I chuckled a bit as I ran out of the room. I headed downstairs and sat down on the couch. ‘Where have you been?’ Rosalie said. ‘Nowhere’ I replied. ‘Seriously Emmett, seriously? A prank? Now?’ she said. ‘How dare you say that! Of course I would never do that! And I’ve NEVER made any pranks in my live. Don’t lie, you lady!’ I said. Rose pulled up one eyebrow. ‘What have you done?’ she asked. ‘Nothing’ I said with an innocent face. ‘I’ll find out soon, am I?’ she asked. I nodded full of joy. I heard Alice heading into her room. 3, 2, 1. ‘EMMETT!!!!’ I heard. The house shook completely. Alice rushed downstairs, wearing a top with graffiti on it. ‘I’m a vampire, so what?’ was written on it. ‘HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ALL OF MY BLACK TOPS!’ she yelled. ‘You’re right, black tops. All the other colors have their own quote. And I haven’t done it! I would NEVER do something like that’ I said with (again) an innocent face. ‘OOOOUUGHHHH’ she yelled before running away. A few seconds later, Jasper was in front of me. ‘What was THAT? It felt like an earthquake’ he said. ‘You’re wife’ I corrected him. ‘Her clothes?’ he said. I nodded. ‘But it wasn’t me’ I said. ‘Yeah right’ he said. We looked at each other and started to laugh. ‘JASPER!! HERE, NOW!’ we heard from upstairs. ‘Nice to have known you, dude’ I said. Jasper stopped laughing. ‘I thought that I’d seen the worst’ he said as he turned around and walked upstairs. ‘Oooh Emmett’ Rosalie said. I shrugged. I had fun, so what does the rest matters at all?’



Edward’s POV



There was an earthquake, or at least it felt like one. And then I was done with it. Done with everyone asking if I were okay. Done with all the stupid pranks from Emmett. Done with Alice’s shopping addiction. Done with Esme and Carlisle being the “Beloved parents”. Done with Rosalie being a bitch. Done with Jasper trying to understand me. Done with everything. And then I knew it. I have to leave. I didn’t write a note, I just jumped out of the window. At least, if you want to call it jump. It looked more like falling. The fog in my head and the hole in my chest was still too thick/too painful. I started to run at top speed. I was running to the only person on this planet that loved me. Not to have a relationship, just to find some support. I ran and I ran, trying to get there as fast as I could. With every step I took, I hoped that something would make me turn around. But I knew it wouldn’t. Every Cullen was just so screwed up! Including myself, a little voice inside my head told me. I knew that was true. I hoped that they would understand me over there. Wait, I hoped that they wouldn’t understand me over there. I hoped that they wouldn’t hover all the time. I kept on running for the coming hours. I headed to a place, somewhere in North-America.



‘EDWARD!’ a voice full of joy yelled to me. ‘Hello, Tanya’

Hey guys! Just wanted to say that I've written this 5 hours after I uploaded chapter 19. I hope to upload asap, and sorry of the last paragraph only being 1 line. It was just really dramatic like this XD

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