Part 34:No-sense Teen

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I'm falling apart but still I hold it together.
I'm an emotional wreck that'll never last forever.

I'm alone and vulnerable.
But will never let it show.

This feeling's all I know.

I want someone to take me in their arms and I never want them to let me go.
I want someone to tell me it is going to be okay and I want to let myself believe it is so.

No.

I want to run and never stop running.
Far away from all of this pain and sorrow.
For now I'm hanging onto burning wires,praying I won't get too badly burnt by the devastating adolescent flames of fire.

Alas the teenage years call for irrationality.
But is it really so bad to feel things so very deeply?
Like love and hate and everything inbetween.

It's just what we feel,
Something you might never outwardly see.
So please don't judge us and maybe I won't underestimate me.

Teenage insecurities,a big part of the world of a teen.
Where nothing makes sense very often,
Well in that case,I'm a no-sense kinda teen.

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Thank you for reading my garbage -gibberish- inside -feelings nonsense.✌💕
Lately words have felt like my only release but somehow they just keep getting ...stuck.It's not writer's block,it's just when I'm going through stuff, I coil in on my emotions and I like to ignore them and considering emotions are what fuels my writing,that makes it kinda tough to write . (Do I even make sense?)

I'm a conundrum.

Anyways...I'm seriously over the moon every time I open wattpad and I see more reads and votes,it seems to be the only think lately that lifts my spirits besides doing my art.
Gosh,enough of my ramblings, I just want to say you guys are all the best!You quite literally make me happy when skies are grey.🌞

-AUE...xXx

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