I think you deserve an apology,
I mean it,you do.
I'm sorry,I am.
So I'll try to apologise for all the bad things I do.
I'm always sad and yet I fake a smile,
I'm sorry that you've had to put up with this for a while.
I'm sorry that I make bad jokes to lighten the mood,
And sorry that my bad jokes usually insult you.
I'm sorry that when I'm sad,
I lash out and scream.
I'm sorry that I never tell you what truly bothers me.
I'm sorry that I have issues,
Things I don't share with you.
I'm sorry that I have quirks,
Weird things I do.
I'm sorry that you have to put up with them,
That you had to put up with me.
I'm sorry that I cry sometimes and lie about it to my most favourite person,you.
I'm sorry I'm so emotional,
But never in front of you.
I'm sorry I ever made you feel like,
I wasn't enough for you.
I'm sorry if I pushed you away to see if you would fight,
And I'm sorry that you simply left without a silly goodbye.
I'm sorry you had to put up with me,
I'm sorry we were ever best friends.
Most importantly,I'm sorry and I've forgiven you,
but I don't trust you enough not to break my heart again.
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Paper Heart Poetry
PoetryThey don't prepare you for these feelings when you're a kid. ●●● Pain in the shape of words because human emotion is a powerful source of inspiration. Revel in the contradictions. Swim in the salty depths of grief. Climb the mountains of sorrow. Re...
