It hurts so much.
I'm struggling to breath.
My eyes are blurry .
My knees are weak.
My hands are shaking,
And I close my eyes.
Stop the memories.
Pause the goodbyes.
It's not fair,
It just isn't okay!
I'm allowed to feel cheated!
I'm allowed not to be okay!
Why me,oh lord?
Why me?
What did I do to deserve all this pain?
I'm angry,I'm sad.
My hands won't quite shaking.
I've begun to hiccup,
My lips are quaking .
Stop,
Breathe.
In.
Out.
It's becoming too much,
My heart is breaking and my eyes are leaking and my heart is hammering in my chest.
Make it stop,
Make it go away.
I don't want to remember...
Especially that day!
It's agony,
It makes me feel sick.
I bend over the toliet and let my gut do the rest.
Please,I'm begging !
Make this all go away!
Can't I wake up tomorrow and realise ,
This was only a sick nightmare?
Why me,oh lord?
Why did you have to pick me?
I can't stop shaking
Make it go away.
I want to close my eyes,and when I wake up,
Have it all be okay.
I'm suffocating in sadness,
Drowning in grief.
I just want to stop crying,
Please lord, give me relief!
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Paper Heart Poetry
PoetryThey don't prepare you for these feelings when you're a kid. ●●● Pain in the shape of words because human emotion is a powerful source of inspiration. Revel in the contradictions. Swim in the salty depths of grief. Climb the mountains of sorrow. Re...
