The Beauty Of The Broken

When is it due?

-again about the baby so it will be short... Sorry.-

It's now 7 months into my pregnancy and I am having a lot of back pain. Carrying the damn child is like hell... I feel like shit... I look like shit... I am shit...

I can't wait to get this damn thing... Out of me.

"Hey babe you want me to get a bath ready?" Edward helps me out of bed. I smile but it's not really a big smile. Im so sore...

"Yea thanks." I walk with him to the bathroom. Edward turns the bath on and takes off my shirt and pants. I get my underwear off and get in the bath. It's just perfect for me.

"Just call when you are ready. But don't be too long we have an appointment in 2 hours." Edward shuts the door and goes to cook food for us. He's really changed...

I like it but... It's not really him anymore. Little John here will be happy to have a loving father. It's either we will name him John or Dustin.

-time skip brought to you by its almost Christmas so fuck you-

We arrive in the room the doctor sent us in. We await the results and then the doctor comes back.

"You should be due in early February or late January." We all smiled and then he showed us out of the back area that goes into the lobby.

"Do you want to get some food baby?" Edward put his hand on my cheek and look at me.

"Yeah he's a bit hungry. Feels like he's tap dancing" I laughed and Edward laughed with me.

The little boy was moving all around in my stomach as we went to a restaurant. I ate a steak and a few sides. It was a lot more that I usually eat. Probably because I hadn't eaten this morning.

I am excited for this baby. I can't wait to watch it grow. It will be so cute and just like Edward.