The Beauty Of The Broken

I Can't...

- again sorry for the update issue. I'm on the bus so idk how this chapter will sound lol... Anyway I'll just get to the story...-

-your POV-

The noisy alarm wakes me up by calling its same annoying sound... another day is here.

I get out of bed and I instantly fall to the ground. "Ughhh..." I groan out and Edward runs into the room.

"Are you ok?!" He helps me up and I give him a sickly but gentle smile. I walk into the kitchen and Edward hands me my hot chocolate. He's so nice.

"How was yesterday? For some reason I don't remember any of it." I sip my hot chocolate and wait for his answer.

"Ummm..." Edward scratches his head and looks nervous. "Well you got drunk..." He nervously laughs out.

"I what!?" I spit some hot chocolate out and Edward looks at the door as someone walks in.

"Hey shorty." A familiar voice rang out. I could tell it was him. He made me drunk.

"You asshole!" I threw a pillow at Roy and he catches it. He just laughs and smiles.

"Your late for work y/n." He smiles and waves as he walks out the door. "Oh and ed I have a lead for ya." He keeps walking as I rush and get my uniform on and run out the door.

"Ughhhh!!! Roy you son of a bitch I'll get you back for that!" I scream running out the door after him.

I catch up to Roy and he just walks. Roy is very weird...

"So how is that hangover?" He asks and looks down at me. I just look angry and keep walking to headquarters.

"Roy!" Edward yells from behind us. He runs up and grabs his shoulder. "What's the lead?"

"It can't be discussed in the open met me at the spot at the usual time. Y/n don't speak of this meeting or you are fired." He looks serious. The most serious that I have ever seen him.

I salute him and we walk through the hallways to get to Roy's office. I sit down but Roy hands me my stuff.

"You are going to get a office of your own. But it is going to be next door so not much of a move. You will be my main officer with me. On every job I have you will be with me. But your own jobs you do alone. Got it?" He salutes me and I salute him back.

"yes sir." I take my stuff and head to my new office. Its sad how I was so used to Roy's room. That seems weird but I just was.

Its different in this room... There was dust everywhere and spiders all throughout the room. I just used alchemy to get rid of a lot of the dust and dirt. (You used water since you specialized in a lot of different types of alchemy)

"So you know water?" I jump at the sound of someone else. It was Roy. He smiles as I fluster and try to not trip over a box but... I trip anyway.

"Yeah." I reply and stand up wiping my uniform. He walks up to me and puts me behind him. I didn't know he was doing till he snapped his fingers and he was drying the room.

"There. Now you don't have to wear yourself out." He brings me to the front of him and gets close to my face. I start to blush and I look away from his gray eyes.

"You know you are so cute when you do that. I hate seeing you and Edward together." He smiles wide and he brings me closer to him. Why is he acting this way? What do I do? I don't wanna be hurt and I don't want to get in trouble he's a higher rank than me. From this angle he is a bit cute. But he's older than me...

AHHH WHAT DO I DO?

He is slowly getting closer to me and I can't disrespect my colonel. Or wait? We are the same rank. I can refuse this.

"Roy." I say quietly and he looks into my eyes. "I... Umm...." I can't get it out. It hurts to not go by his orders...I'm not used to not being bossed around by him. Why can't I stop him.

He kisses me and his lips are like cotton candy. They taste and feel so good its almost hard to resist. No it is impossible to resist.

But he managed to start smiling and he broke away. It was a kiss that was like no other. Why do I feel this way? Ughh why do I have to deal with this stupid shit?

I quickly get back to work and he just watches. He helps me move furniture and then he leaves. I cried when he left because I had cheated.

Why couldn't I stop him?... I don't deserve Edward anymore... I don't deserve anyone...

I stop crying when I hear someone walk in and I stand up and wipe my tears. I turn around to see who it was and it was Roy.

"I see you're still not done." He looks a bit troubled. He sits on my desk and I get the last box and put them files in my cabinet.

I sit back down and I grab my lunch I packed and I eat it in front of him.

"So how was the kiss y/n?" He asked smirking.