Lauren
I really hated the way I was acting since my father was here, and I knew Dinah understood that. She would smile at me and I would smile back, trying to make it seem everything was fine. I had said I was happy here, I said I wasn't going anywhere and my father believed me.
He didn't know how much I wanted to go home, how much I wanted to get away from Dinah and this life. All I wanted was to to go back to playing the piano and being a good daughter, the way things used to be.
"Dinah, I was wondering if Lauren and you would like to come to Cuba with me tomorrow. We have a gun cartel deal to carry out and I'd like you to be there," my father spoke and I felt myself scooting over on the couch up against her, for protection. Dinah had involved me in business before but that business was personal to us, she had never involved me in things I wasn't apart of. That didn't make me happy to only be involved in things I was apart of but it was better than being involved in everything else.
"No," she spoke calmly and I sighed in relief, leaning my head against her shoulder. For a moment, I felt normal. I felt like I was living with my wife, my father visiting, just having a nice conversation over coffee. I had forgotten everything I had saw, everything I heard, I felt fine and as long as I could keep my mind focused on the way Dinah's thumb was tracing the back of my hand, I would be fine.
"Lauren?"
"Dinah and I have plans," I said, pulling my legs up onto the couch and curling up against her. This felt so normal, not forced, only out of the genuine want to be held. It was something I had never felt, especially with her. I guess when she was being good and nice to me, I felt different about being around her. I felt safe and fine.
"Really? Where are you guys going?" He asked and I looked up to Dinah who was looking down to me. She pressed a soft kiss to my lips and I felt my cheeks become red in embarrassment. Her brown eyes were soft with what I thought was love, or at least tolerance.
"That's private information," Dinah spoke and her attention was quickly turned back to my father, her eyes becoming hard and shielded.
"Oh, really Dinah. I'm just curious." He raised his hands in surrender and laughed lightly, the sound trying to break down my walls. My mind had been calculative of everything he did, and the men in the other room. He may have been my father but he was still in the mafia, he was still dangerous.
"Well, if you must know. I'm taking your daughter to Italy for a week to have some personal time where I will get her pregnant," her words made my eyes widen along with my father's. Somewhere deep down I hoped that was just a lie. I didn't want a child, I couldn't do that to an innocent child. Raising a child in this world would be terrifying, especially being the wife of Dinah Jane Hansen.
"Oh, I-I."
"Didn't need to know that? Oh but you insisted Michael. Tell me, why are you really here?" Dinah spoke with so much authority and power that it made me nervous, and kind of turned me on. God, was that wrong? I couldn't help the way my body felt when she was quick to cut the crap out of the way and get down to business.
"I d-don't know what you're talking about."
"I doubt that. You came here to see Lauren, right? But not once have you asked her any personal questions. You're only interested in her whereabouts. So I will ask you again Michael, what are you here for?" I felt her become tense and I bit my lip, my instincts moving quicker than I thought as she started to reach for the drawer on the table.
My hand grabbed hers, gently bringing it back and pressing it against my knee which she grabbed slowly. I usually didn't want her to touch me but if it would keep her from pulling a gun on my dad, then I would just have to deal with it.
"I need to talk to you about the position of Caporegime for the South. Privately," he answered and I frowned, I really didn't want to let go of Dinah. What the hell was wrong with me? This was the woman who had killed multiple people and hurt them too, I couldn't really love her, but I found myself reaching forward as she stood up. I had a bad feeling in my gut about her and my father in her office alone.
"No," I practically whimpered and her eyes became soft, so incredibly soft I saw past everything else. Her eyes were full of protection, safety, care, and love as she leaned down, lifting my chin.
"I'll be right back," she whispered and I felt my eyes become teary at the emotion I could finally see in her.
"No, please."
"Ten minutes, then I'll be back," she kissed me softly and I frowned, nodding in understanding as she removed my hand from hers and walked away. What was happening to me? Was I really falling for a monster?
I sat there for the ten minutes goodly, just like I was supposed to but Dinah still hadn't came back. I could hear them still talking so I kept waiting until I got bored and started walking to my piano room. Playing music always passed the time.
I was just about to open the door when someone grabbed my arm and I looked up in confusion.
"What are you doing?" I asked in confusion as the man looked down at me.
"Mrs. Hansen requests your presence out front," he spoke and I looked around, still confused. I had never seen this agent before, and he wasn't really dressed like them either.
"I thought she was in her office?"
"No, she's out front. Please come with me."
"Really, just let me go check in her office," before I could walk away he was dragging me, his strength catching me off guard.
"Let me go!" I yelled, struggling against him as he covered my mouth and walked backwards down the hallway. Where the hell were Dinah's men?
"Dinah!" I screamed after biting his hand and it moved just slightly so the sound could get out. "Dinah!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and I gasped as the hilt of a gun came down on my head. I felt the cold bite of the autumn as he dragged me outside quickly, the man yelling something and I heard a car roll up.
"Lauren!" I could faintly hear Dinah scream as I was thrown into a car and the loud blasts of guns being shot rained down. What was happening?
I finally blacked out and lost all feeling as everything became dark. I had just been kidnapped, from my own house. Oh god, oh my god. No, this had to be a dream. Dinah had to come get me, right? This was probably just some training. This couldn't really be happening. Please, this couldn't be happening.
So I started a new book, it's not published yet but it's called The Green Eyed Bull Rider and it's of course, Laurinah. It's about Lauren being a bull rider and falling in love with Dinah with the drama of course. It'll be a Lauren G!P. Let me know if you guys would want to read it in the comments. Love y'all, bye.
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The Mob Queen• Laurinah[COMPLETED]
Fanfiction*warning* story contains dark themes -previously called The Monster in me- Being born into one of the most notorious mob families was tough and demanding, especially if you were Lauren Michelle Jauregui. It wasn't everyday one of the most dangerou...