The Mob Queen• Laurinah[COMPLETED]

Hurts So Good

Dinah

Lauren was seated across from me, her eyes on the fire dancing in the stone fireplace as I held her under my gaze. I had hurt her, again. It was the voice in my head urging me on to make her feel pain like everybody else did. I could never made it go away but I tried. I told myself not to hurt her but when she defied me, something flipped inside of me.

"Can I go to bed?" She broke the silence, and I could see her physically shaking in fear as she turned to look at me. Her eyes were brimming with tears and I felt my heart stop beating as she stared at me. When she used to look at me, I saw the hope for my soul that I could hang onto but now there was only fear and I hated it.
"Please?"

"The wound," I said, not really paying attention to what she had asked.

"What?"

"The wound, is it okay? Let me look at it." Her eyes were stuck with terror as I stood up, shaking her head frantically.

"It's fine! It's fine!" She spoke quickly, raising her hands as if to protect herself from something, from me. I knelt down in front of her, reaching for her shirt.

"Just let me-"

"No!" She yelped and pushed my hands away, tears slipping down her cheeks. My eyes flickered to hers immediately and I saw her stop struggling, dropping her hands to her sides. "I-I'm sorry. P-please. I'm so sorry."

Taking the opportunity, I slid her shirt up and bit my lip at the sight of my name engraved in her skin. Damn, there was something wrong about how I felt when I saw it, and how I felt when I did it. I was sick, I knew that, and I loved it. The wound itself had healed perfectly, leaving my name in a pretty pink cursive against her light skin and it was probably more attracting to me than it should have been.

"Dinah..."

"Shh," I whispered, tracing my name along her body which made her flinch. Her skin was cold so I pressed both my hands against her lower stomach, eliciting goosebumps from her.

Leaning down, I pressed my lips against the scar, Lauren gasping in pain. "Dinah, i-it hurts," she whimpered and I bit my lip, looking up at her. Her green eyes were scared and I pushed up, leaning in between her legs as I stared into her eyes.

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" I asked as my eyes locked onto hers, leaning closer as her breathing became heavier.

"Dinah, please don't."

"Don't what?"

"Hurt me." She breathed out and I felt her try to inch back at the feeling on my boner against her thigh.

"What makes you think I'd do that?" She looked at me, her eyes still fearful as I pressed a small kiss to her lips. She parted her lips to say something but when my gaze hardened, she shut it immediately. "I'm not gonna hurt you."

"Please, just let me go to bed. P-please." She look frightened beyond imagination as she stared at me, her eyes still filled with tears.

"Why? Don't you wanna spend some quality time with your wife?"

"Dinah I don't feel well. Please, let me go lay down," she spoke with urgency as she stood up before screaming in pain and falling back onto the couch, her hands clutching her side.

She was gasping for air, tears running down her cheeks as she squeezed her eyes shut. "Lauren, what hurts?"

"No, no, I'm fine." I watched as she took deep breaths her hands squeezing her side.

"Lauren, I asked you a question. What hurts?" I stood up, sitting down next to her as she cried in pain.

"My side. Something doesn't feel right inside, Dinah. It hurts so badly," she whispered as I pulled the side of her shirt up, seeing no mark or wound.

"There's nothing here." My fingers pressed down and I watched in confusion as she yelped, pulling away from my touch.

"Dinah! Something's not right. Please, take me to the hospital," she tried to stand up but I was already pulling her down before she could fall again.

"I need you to calm down. I can't take you to the hospital. The government will find out, and send someone to kill you." She threw her head back in pain, reaching and clutching my hand as she took deep breaths.

"Do something! This hurts like hell, something isn't right."

"Stay here, I'll call the doctor." Letting go of her hand, I walked to my office, picking up the phone and dialing the number.

"Hello?" The doctor came onto the line, confused as to why it was so late.

"Hello, this Dinah Jane Hansen. My wife is complaining about a pain on the side of her stomach. I need you to come in immediately and check on it."

"Yes Mrs. Hansen. I will be there soon." I put the phone back, not even giving a short goodbye before leaving the room. My feet took me back down the hallway to the grand living room where Lauren was no where in sight. Immediately, my senses became alert as my gaze became shielded. Where was she?

"Lauren?!" I shouted, hearing soft whimpers of pain coming from our bedroom. Moving quickly, I turned on my heel, practically running back through the hallway to the last door on the right. I was barging in, the door slamming against the wall as I looked around, seeing my wife hunched over the toilet in the bathroom.

"Lauren? Are you okay?" I felt myself becoming weak at the sight of her sobbing, her body convulsing as she coughed and groaned in pain. I went to her quickly, dropping down to my knees and pulling her hair away from her face. "Are you okay?"

"God dammit Dinah! Does it look like I'm okay?" She sounded angry but I let it go even though my brain urged for me to hurt her because of her tone.

"The Doctor will be here soon. Just hang in there, okay?" She only glared at me before she turned her head immediately, throwing up again. I only rubbed her back, trying to comfort her as she cried.

I wondered what was wrong. What could cause my wife so much pain? It certainly hadn't been me, the marking was an exterior wound and it wouldn't cause her to be hurting inside her body. The doctor would have to fix this, I didn't know what it was.

"Please, a towel," she whispered and I obeyed immediately, pulling a towel from the rack and helping her clean up. "Can I take a shower?"

"I need you to wait till the doctor is here okay? He'll fix this." She only nodded as I looked into her green eyes. They had grown to be shielded like my own but I could see she was hiding something. She knew something I didn't.

Sorry for the late update. I had some issues that had to be taken care of. I hope you all watched the PCA because the girls did amazing. Laurinah was freaking lit at the awards.