Tell Me A Lie In A Beautiful Way (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 54

Matt's POV

I was so damn angry I couldn't even look at Kat. We went straight back to the hotel and I threw her pillow at her, I didn't even want her in the same room as me.

She knew, she knew Dez was Jimmy's girlfriend and she'd kept it from us, from me. I felt betrayed, betrayed beyond words.

I laid there most of the night, I couldn't sleep, I was thinking about what I was going to do. Kat had kept this from me and I was hurt. Eventually we'd have to talk about it, but right now I wanted nothing to do with her, the sight of her made me nauseous.

When I woke up in the morning I could hear Kat in the shower so I called Zack. I knew he'd be as pissed as I was and I wasn't wrong. He was pissed at Dez, but he was so pissed at Kat. I couldn't blame him, apparently loyalty wasn't in Kat's personality.

We agreed to have breakfast and as I was leaving Kat came out, acting like nothing was wrong. WAS SHE FUCKING SERIOUS?

I couldn't speak to her, I really couldn't, the only thing I was capable of saying to her was the fact that I now knew that she knew about Jimmy.

Her face said it all, she was shocked. I didn't give a fuck, I slammed the door and made my way downstairs to where Zack was, looking as fucked up as me.

We talked about what had happened, how Kat had betrayed us both again and then we got onto the subject of Jimmy and Dez. Remembering how he kept her a secret, how she never wanted to meet us, but at least now we knew why she always wrote shit reviews for us, she was obviously a scorned ex.

"I can't fucking believe Kat." Zack muttered for the hundredth time.

"Yeah." I mumbled back. "She's always keeping secrets from me."

"Yeah and this one is huge." Zack muttered.

Yeah it was huge, it was about Jimmy and about the  only good thing to come of it was Zack and I sitting there, talking about Jimmy and laughing. It felt good to remember him and it felt great to laugh.

Well it did feel great until Dani came marching over. I can't say I was surprised. Of course Kat would go crying to her and tell her what a horrible husband I was, but fuck it was none of her business.

I sat there rolling my eye's at Zack while Dani lectured us. She kept asking me if I knew where Kat was and my answer was same, like I gave a fuck.

And I didn't give a fuck, at all, well until Dani said it and then I sat there, staring like an idiot.

"They're gone." She spat. "Left. Gone home."

I watched her back as she turned and walked away. Kat was gone? No way. She wouldn't leave and I stood straight up, Zack following me to the elevators.

We were both silent as we rode it up to the floor and I headed straight to Kat and my room, my heart sinking as I opened the door.

All of Kat's stuff was gone. Dani was right, she was gone. My wife had left me.

I numbly followed Zack to Dez's room where a cleaner was currently cleaning it. Dez was gone too.

"What the fuck." Zack mumbled, looking at me.

I swallowed the lump in my throat, trying to make sure my voice sounded okay. "They're probably just at another hotel, trying to scare us." And I knew that's where Kat was, she was trying to teach me a lesson.

But as we made our way around town it became apparent that they weren't in another hotel. It was just like Dani had said, they were gone.

"What are we going to do?" Zack asked as we finally arrived back at the hotel.

I snorted at him. "Nothing." I muttered.

"What?" He asked looking confused.

"Nothing." I repeated. "As if I care that Kat's gone." I mumbled as I walked over to the elevator.

"Yeah." He chuckled. "I figured you wouldn't."

"Yep." I said as the doors opened. "I'm going to have a shower, I'll meet you back down here in an hour."

He nodded as the door's closed and as soon as they closed I leant back on the wall, closing my eye's.

She was gone. My wife was gone. Fuck, Kat was always here, and now she wasn't. Where had she gone? And fuck, had she left me permanently or was it only because I wasn't speaking to her?

I walked to our room and opened the door, staring at the emptiness.

"Fuck." I groaned, sitting on the bed and picking up her pillow, holding it to my face.

I told Zack I didn't care that Kat was gone, but I did, I cared a whole fucking lot. Yeah maybe I wasn't talking to her, but she was my wife and I loved her more than anything.

A knock on the door interrupted me and I put the pillow down, getting up to open it.

"Well hey." Dani said, standing there smiling at me.

"What?" I mumbled, not wanting to see her, or anyone right now.

She pushed her way past me, turning to look at me. "You seem surprised." She said looking at me.

I sighed. "Surprised about what Dani?" I asked her, although I had a fair idea what she was talking about.

"You seem surprised that Kat finally left you." She snapped.

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" I snapped back at her, wishing she would fuck off so I could go back to finding my wife.

"What do you think it means." She growled, taking a step closer to me. "You treat her like shit Matt." She spat. "I warned her, I told her not to fucking marry you, I told her a hundred times to leave you, but no, Kat insisted you were sweet, yeah Matt, you're real fucking sweet to her."

"How is this any of your fucking business." I snapped at her.

She shook her head, walking to the door and opening it. "She's my best friend Matt, that's how it's my fucking business." She snapped.

I sighed, biting my lip. "Where is she?" I asked softly, and that's all I wanted to know, where Kat was.

"I'm guessing she's back in California by now." She said.

"She went home?" I asked hopefully, because if she was home I'd go there now, make this right.

Dani shook her head. "I highly doubt she went home Matt." She told me. "She left you, if I was you I'd try and fix this, but maybe this time you can't."

She turned, shutting the door and leaving me by myself once again.

What the hell did she mean about me trying to fix this? And what the fuck did she mean by maybe this time I can't?

Fuck that. Kat was my wife. She belonged by my side.