Tell Me A Lie In A Beautiful Way (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 15

Kat's POV

Everything was fine. He showed up at my place, he was fine. We went to the movies, he was fine. We left the movies, he wasn't fine.

He told me to get out of the car, he called me a liar. I wasn't entirely sure what I'd lied about but I was too fucking tired to deal with his bullshit. He accused me off dating other people, and that was a fucking joke, he was a fucking joke. So I got out of that car, I slammed the door and I walked inside. Fuck him, I didn't need him anyway.

"Dating other people." I snapped to myself as I got changed into my pyjama's. What a fucking idiot.

I knew it was all because of Brandon, running into him at the movies, him hanging all over me, well if Matt wasn't such a dick and would actually touch me I was pretty sure Brandon wouldn't have carried on the way he did. To be fair he probably thought Matt and I were just friends, I mean it's not like we looked like we were together.

"Fuck him." I mumbled, flicking off the lights and climbing into bed, I was just too tired to give a fuck.

Well I was too tired, until I laid there in the dark for a few minutes and then it began, the tears.

He was so angry, he'd basically kicked me out of his car, yelling at me. I think he broke me up with me.

"Yeah right." I sobbed, wiping my face.

I mean you had to have a relationship to break up with someone and it wasn't something we'd ever spoken about. I was just a chick he saw some days, fucked occasionally and dragged to parties so he could ignore me.

"He's an asshole." I whispered, burying my face in my pillow. "And you're lucky to be rid of him."

Only I wasn't, I wasn't lucky at all. I loved him, the dopey fuck wit, I fell in love and he dumped my ass. Fuck.

I attempted to sleep and I think I dozed on and off, but I kept remembering what had happened and then I'd wake up upset all over again.

"How the fuck did I lie?" I cried to the dark, no one here to hear me.

My alarm went off at some ungodly hour and I got up, dragging my ass into work. I was tired and I was miserable. Every break I checked my phone, disappointed when there were no messages from him, no missed calls.

There was a missed call from Dani, but I would call her back when I got home from work.

Finally the shift ended and I said goodbye to my new work colleagues. I had two days off now, and yesterday I had been looking forward to them, now I wasn't, I would rather be working.

I got home, throwing my bag down and having a shower, before grabbing a box of tissues and laying on my couch.

I knew I was going to start crying again, a mixture of exhaustion and a broken heart would assure I was going to cry at inappropriate times.

I grabbed a tissue, wiping my already leaking eye's and I picked up my phone, calling Dani.

"Hey gorgeous." She answered. "How are you?"

"Tired." I mumbled, swallowing a lump in my throat.

"You've been working a lot." She said. "How is it? Are you enjoying it?"

"Yeah." I said softly. "I really like it." And I did, for starters my Unit Manager was way more nicer than Maria the bitch.

"Good, I'm glad." She went on. "Maria misses you." And she laughed.

"I'm sure." I mumbled. I couldn't laugh, I had no sense of humour.

"So how are things?" She asked me, still chuckling to herself.

"Great." I said and then I burst into tears.

"Oh god Kat." Dani cried. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I sniffled, wiping my face with a bunch of tissues.

"Bullshit." She said softly. "I'm coming over."

"It's fine." I cried, more tears coming.

"Nope, I'm coming." She said. "See you soon." And she hung up.

"Great." I cried to myself, laying back on the couch and really crying. I just wanted to lay here in my misery, by myself and now Dani was coming over.

I laid there crying until I heard the door buzzer go. I considered not answering, but what was the point, Dani knew I was home anyway.

I got up, buzzing her in, opening the door and waiting for her.

"God Kat." She cried, reaching the stop of the stairs. "What's wrong?"

I just looked at her, shaking my head and bursting into tears again.

"What is it?" She asked, hugging me. "What happened?"

I pulled away, wiping my face. "I'm fine." Only I wasn't, not at all.

"Bullshit Kat." She mumbled, putting her arm around my shoulder and leading me into the kitchen. "I'm going to make us some coffee and you're going to tell me what's wrong."

I nodded, wiping my face and sitting on a stool.,watching her. I wasn't sure what to tell her?

"So." She said placing a cup in front of me and sitting down with her own. "What's going on?"

I looked at her and shook my head. "Matt broke up with me." I whispered. "No wait." I whispered, and the tears started again. "We weren't really together." And that was it, I was blubbering all over the place again.

"Oh Kat." She said softly. "Of course you were together, I mean what, you've been together for about two months, I'm sorry to break it to you, but you are his girlfriend."

"Was." I whispered, wiping my face. "We ran into Brandon last night, Matt went all funny, called me a liar, yelled at me."

Dani frowned. "What the fuck for?"

"Because of that date we went on." I told her, picking up my coffee. "And Brandon was overly friendly."

"So he was jealous." Dani said, smiling at me.

I shook my head. "No, he wasn't jealous." And of course he wasn't. "What would he be jealous of Dani, I mean he's ashamed of me whenever we're around people."

"Oh Kat." She murmured. "Stop being silly and you know what, it's his loss, if he want's to act like a dick let him."

I nodded again, wiping my face. "You're right." And she was right, only I wished she wasn't, I wished he wasn't acting like this at all.

"Well fuck." Dani mumbled. "Brian and I are having everyone over next Friday, and well I guess you won't come now."

I shook my head. "I'm working anyway." That was a lie, I wasn't working, I just didn't want to see Matt, have him ignore me, not that that would be any different to normal anyway.

Dani nodded and smiled. "I understand."

Did she? Did she understand that I was in love with the fucking idiot and while I was sitting here, my heart was breaking?

Fuck him. I'd get over him, I'd be okay, the emotional retard.