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Kley's POV
I... I... I didn't know.. Fvck! I care for my wife that's why I followed her in italy but I didn't know that time when I saw her kissing with Sean shes already broken. Ako dapat ang nasa tabi niya noong mga panahon na kailangan niya ako. It should have been me! Pero anong ginawa nila? Tinago nila sakin ang asawa ko at ang kanyang kondisyon. They let me nurture my anger and despise more my wife. Alam kong may kasalanan ako kay Venice pero Hindi naman yata tamang kunin nila sakin ang responsibilidad ko bilang asawa niya! For fvck's sake! That's my wife and child they're talking about! Ni hindi ko alam na nawalan na pala ako ng anak!
Nang Dahil sa akin nagkaganun siya.. She was raped.. Fvck! The image of Venice being raped kills me. I feel so worthless.. She'd been through a lot and I'm still hurting her. Ngayon naospital siya ng dahil ulit sakin. I can't let her lose this time. Not when I'm here.
I've been a jerk to her. Venice is surely fragile. One wrong move and she might be gone again. Sising sisi ako sa mga pinanggawa ko dati sa kanya. My love for my wife didn't change. Yes I'm with grace but my love for my wife is different. Natabunan lang nang galit ang pagmamahal ko Kay Venice and I'm too dumb not to realize it. I'm still recovering sa pagkawala ni grace at nang anak namin and now... Ngayon ko lang nalaman after how many years nawalan rin pala kami ni Venice ng isang anak. Fvck! I even blamed her for that accident! Ngayong siya nalang ang meron ako I wouldn't let go anymore.
I'm such an arsehole.! Deymn! Tears slowly begun to fall from my face as I drink my beer. After nang paguusap namin ni Sean ay umuwi ako. I want to get drunk and free myself from this pain even just for tonight. Hindi ko kayang isipin na nabaliw ang asawa ko at sinubukang magpakamatay. I'm regretting the fact that I abandoned her. All she did was to love me.. Minahal niya ako at hindi umalis sa tabi ko kahit na sinasaktan ko siya noon. She loved me yet I've been a jerk to her. This is too much. Too much revelations kills me. God! If something happen to her I'll never forgive myself.
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"Dad?"
"Daaad?"
"Wake up! Dad?"
I slowly opened my eyes and all I can see are my twins blurry face..
"Hmmmm...."
"Dad? Are you okay?"
I got up from the floor and scratched my eyes. I let my head rest on the corner of my bed beside me. My head really hurts big time. Sht
"Dad?"
I smiled at them and pat their heads " I- I'm fine... Daddy's fine don't worry"
They looked worried and not contented with my answer I saw them pout and I smiled a little
"Are you sure dad?"
"What about mom?"
"Is she okay now?"
I gasped and looked at them shocked... How did they know?
"We already knew. No one told us"
"Jack discovered it. He's really good"
They answered me as if they know what I'm asking.
"Y- your mom.. She's fine" I said and bit my lower lip I can't cry in front of my sons. I can't... I scooped them inside my arms.
"I'm sorry" yan lang ang tanging lumabas sa bibig ko.
I'm sorry because I didn't tell them about their mom.
I'm sorry because I'm the reason why their mom is in the hospital.
I'm sorry because I didn't protect their mom and their sibling.
I'm sorry because I've been a bad father and husband.
I'm sorry because I broke our family.
Deymn! Andami kong kasalanan. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko yun pagbabayaran...
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The twin insisted to come but I didn't let them. Maybe tomorrow they can go. I still don't know what to do if I saw her.
My wife...
Mabibigat na mga hakbang ang aking ginawa papunta sa kwarto ni Venice.
Na parang bawat hakbang na ginagawa ko ay may kutsilyong bumabaon sa katawan ko. I can't face her after what I discovered... My conscience is killing me. Ang dami kong kasalanan sa kanya ...
Mabilis ang tibok ng puso kong pinipihit ang pinto upang buksan ito.
At nang tuluyan ko na itong nabuksan ay napatigil ako habang nakatitig sa asawa ko. She's sleeping peacefully like an angel. Deymn bakit ko ba ito pinabayaan? Binalewala? Sinaktan? At pinaiyak? I walk towards her as my tears started to fall.
Dali dali akong umupo sa tabi niya at hinawakan ang mga kamay niya.
"I'm sorry" I chanted over and over again as my tears covered my face... Hinahagkan ko ang mga kamay niya at mahigpit itong hinawakan at nilalagay sa mukha ko. I am really sorry.
Fvck... Paulit ulit kong ginawa yun at pilit na humihingi ng tawad sa lahat ng mga kasalanang ginawa ko ... Ilang minuto ang nakalipas ng naramdaman kong gumalaw siya kaya napatingin ako sa kanya kahit puno ng mga luha ang mukha ko.
"V-ven? W-wife i-im sorry... Please forgive me" I said between my sobs as I hug her very tight and kiss the side of her head
Nagulat ako ng bigla niya akong tinulak kaya napalayo ako sa kanya.
"L-lumayo ka s-sakin! D-dont hurt me! Please!" She looked terrified
I froze for what she yelled at me. Fvck what have I done?!
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His Abandoned Wife (COMPLETED)
General FictionShe who have done nothing She who loved him She who sacrificed She who left with nothing And she who was Abandoned. -His abandoned wife.
