I couldn't believe that my life had changed so drastically. I went from a nobody to a nigga that's living large and got it all. I got niggas wanting to be me and I definitely could have my share of hoes....but all I want is her. Bee saw me when nobo...
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Things between Shawn and I have been going great. It's been a month and a half since the night in the limo and I know what you're probably thinking but no.....me and Shawn did not and still have not made love yet. We have been basically glued together by the hip since the Lyndell situation though. At first I thought it was because Shawn feared that Lyndell would be crazy enough to come back and try to finish the drama that he started but now I realize that it's just because we love spending so much time together. The shooting for my movie is basically finish minus a few last minute things that the director has to take care of so I basically spend all of my days in the studio with Shawn. Shawn steps out of the booth and walks over to where me and Kayne sit and listen to the new track that he just dropped.
"That shit is hot nigga" Kayne says while bobbing his head to the beat.
"Yea baby...you definitely did your thing on this one." I say as I listen to my baby's lyrics and can't help but smile at the skills that he has. He has that same raw realness that I heard in his mixed tapes. But being in the studio with him really showed me how amazing he is. He doesn't even write anything down. He listens to the beat and then goes in the booth and just spits right off the top of his head.
"You really think so baby?" He asked walking up and standing behind me massaging my shoulders.
"Would I lie to you?" I asked laying me head back into his chest and wrapping my arms up and around his neck.
"Ay ma, I got an idea." He said walking around in front of me and trying to pull me to my feet.
"What you doing Shawn? " I asked trying not to get up out of my chair.
"Just come on baby. Trust me." He said. I obliged and Shawn led me into the booth. I looked at him with this weird look on my face and he couldn't help but laugh at me.
"Shawn what are you doing?" I asked him. All he did was look at me and then he told Kayne to drop the beat and the booth instantly filled with this banging ass beat. I just looked on with a shocked look on my face confused about what Shawn had going through that big head of his.
"When I rap my first verse, I just want you to sing the chorus from your heart. You said that you wanted to be on a track with your boy.....and this gives me a way to say what I been wanting to say to you in my own special way." I said to her giving her a wink and bobbing my head to the beat.
Shawn raps:
Look for me, Young B cruising down the west side.
Highway doing what we like to do our way
Eyes behind shades that's next to the reason why all of my dates been blind dates
But today I got my thoroughest girl wit me
I'm mashing the gas she grabbing the wheel its tricky how hard she ride wit me
The new Bobby and Whitney the only time we don't speak is during Sex and the City
