I couldn't believe that my life had changed so drastically. I went from a nobody to a nigga that's living large and got it all. I got niggas wanting to be me and I definitely could have my share of hoes....but all I want is her. Bee saw me when nobo...
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As I stood near the entrance of the prison with Shawn, I inhaled deeply. I can't even lie and say that my heart didn't feel like it was about to jump out of my chest due to the anxiety that was building up. Shawn and I had already pressed charges, but instead of getting back on our jet and leaving here we stood waiting to go in for my "closure". I was so glad that Shawn supported my decision and kept his word and came with me. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. He had a very serious look on his face, one that I didn't recognize. He looked over at me and saw that I was cutting my eyes at him and he gave me a soft smile. He pulled me in front of him and wrapped his arms around my waist. He rested his chin on the top of my head and I nuzzled back into his chest and wrapped my arms over his.
"What you thinking baby?" He asked me as he felt my body perfectly mold into his.
"Just how this visit is going to go, I don't want for you to get mad or anything because Lyndell say or do some slick stuff. But I love you and you being here means the world to me in all honesty." I said turning around in his arms to lay my head on his chest.
"Well let's go ahead and put this behind us because the sooner you get closure on this dude, the sooner you can walk down the aisle and forward into our new life together. So let's go inside." He said grabbing my hand and pulling me toward the entrance to the prison. I hesitated and then obliged to his wishes. When we walked in and went through the process to be admitted into the prison, it felt as if it was taking forever. Finally me and Shawn signed the paper and were waiting. Finally our names were called and we were checked to make sure we didn't have anything that could be considered a weapon in our possession.
"Go ahead in. I'll be right here watching." The guard said as he opened the door to a bare room with just a table and three chairs. I took a deep breath and then tightened my grip on Shawn's hand as we both walked into the room. He gave me a reassuring squeeze as he followed me in and sat down beside me. He pulled my chair closer to him and I sat down and nestled up closer to Shawn's body so that I could feel safe. After about five minutes of waiting, Lyndell was brought into the room. He had on the usual orange jumpsuit and his hands and legs were cuffed. He looked at me and smiled and then gave Shawn a mean mug before sitting across from us.
"I knew you would come see me baby." He said leaning back into his chair and clasping his fingers together. I couldn't believe his nerve. I cut my eye at Shawn and saw that he had got tense. I gave him a gentle squeeze and he looked at me and tried to calm down.
"Lyndell, why did you do it?" I asked building up the courage to look at him in his eyes. He looked at me and just started smiling really hard like I had pronounced my dying love for him. I couldn't believe this was the same damn man I had fallen in love with and had lost my virginity to. He seemed like a completely different person.
"I did it because of this nigga. Sitting here acting like he love you and shit. He can't love you like I do and I had to show you that I was willing to put my life on the line to be with you." He said acting as if he had jumped in front of a bullet for me instead of pushing my damn car over a cliff.
