Jupiter Love

Chapter 19 : Doesn't Mean Anything

Bee's POV

I could hear Shawn crying over me and telling me that he loved me and that he would rather die than let me die. I tried to respond but I couldn't open my eyes or say anything. I was in excruciating pain. Shawn continued to yell until everything just went quiet. I finally opened my eyes and I could see a blurry Shawn bleeding passed out with his head lying on my shoulder. I couldn't move and when I tried to scream out for help nothing came out. I couldn't stay awake so my world went black again.

"We're going to lose her!!! Her oxygen and heart rate are constantly dropping." I could hear the doctors say in what seemed like a faraway place. I fought my way back towards the voices. I couldn't just drift away and die leaving Shawn all alone. I had too many reasons to fight to live. The voices continued to get closer and closer until I felt as if I could open my eyes. All of a sudden I started feeling excruciating pain coursing throughout my entire body.

"Oh my god.....Ms. Knowles is too close to being conscious. Give her more medication or she can go into cardiac arrest from the pain." I heard a man's voice say as I felt something being injected into my arm. The pain subsided a little but I could still feel some of the discomfort. "Her heart rate is dropping....if we don't do something and do something fast she's going to flat line" is all I heard before I saw a bright light and all the pain that I was feeling went away.

Shawn's POV

I woke up in a hospital bed. I had no idea how I had gotten here but I was relieved because that meant that Bee had gotten the medical help that she needed. Damn I couldn't believe this shit. I pushed the button and a doctor instantly came into the room.

"How are you feeling Mr. Carter? You are a lucky man." The doctor said while looking at some of the machines that I was hooked up to.

"What happened doc?" I asked him confused as hell.

"Well a teenager saw the whole accident take place and she instantly called 911. Once the ambulance got to you, you were unconscious from all of the blood that you had lost and the lady with you was very badly wounded. We rushed both of you into surgery. You only have a few minor injuries. Your leg was busted open from being trapped inside the car and also from you walking on it to escape the car; you have a broken rib, and just some bad bruising. If I were you, I would thank God." He said giving me a smile.

"What about Bee? Where the is Bee?" I asked getting really worked up.

"Calm down Mr. Carter. The woman that was brought in with you wasn't as well off as you. She is not dead as of right now but they are having a time with her in surgery. The last update I got on her was that she flat lined twice and they brought her back. She's still in surgery. You have a fighter." He said preparing to walk away. I sat up in the bed and groaned from the pain that shot through my body. I snatched off the things that connected me to the machines and stood up.

"What room is she in?" I asked limping toward the door of the room.

"Mr. Carter I would not suggest you do that. You need to be resting. I will come back and let you know but in the meantime I should get you hooked back up immediately so that you can be monitored." He said walking towards me.

"Fuck being monitored. Fuck resting. The woman that I love with all my heart is fighting for her life and I can't sit back and not be there for her. I just proposed to her today and I am not going to lose her to this. So let me ask you again. What room is she ing in?" I asked grabbing him by the collar of his white coat and pushing him into the door. The tears that I was trying to hold in streamed down my face and I could see that he felt bad for me.