Jupiter Love

Chapter 45: Your Love

Shawn's POV

I woke up to find Bee lying next to me wide awake. I smiled at her before pulling her close to me. She looked over at me momentarily before forcing a smile on her face. I propped myself on my elbow to look directly at her, only to find her eyes swollen and red. I instantly became panicked.

"Bee....baby, what's wrong? Is it our baby?" I asked sitting straight up in bed and looking over her body to make sure that nothing was visibly wrong.

"I'm fine baby. Our baby is just as strong and healthy as you." She said forcing a smile. Her confirmation that nothing was wrong with our child set my mind at ease a little, but I could still feel that something wasn't right with my angel.

"Now you and I both know that I know you too well to fall for that lie. Your beautiful eyes are swollen and you don't have the glow that you have had since we got married and went on our honeymoon. If everything was completely fine with you, you would be showing Solo and Juelz all the thousands of gifts you bought them while in Jamaica. I know my woman." I said as I lay down beside her and planted sweet kisses on the side of her face.

"Yeah, I guess you are right." Bee said as she slowly sat up and looked down at me. She took my hand and kissed my fingertips. I smiled as I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her closer.

"Tell your hubby what's on your mind so I can go all HOV on whoever it is and make it all better." I said putting on a mean mug and throwing up the NY sign. Bee finally smiled.

"You are silly Shawn." She said with a giggle as she tried to put on a serious face but couldn't.

"Don't try to get all mean and pouty again. You know I can always find a way to see that beautiful smile of yours. I love the way your beautiful hazel eyes close when you laugh.....and I especially love your one dimple." I said as I playfully poked my finger in her dimple as she smiled. She laughed louder as I pulled her into a passionate kiss. She kissed me back forcefully. I grabbed her thigh and pulled her closer. When she draped her leg over mine, I grabbed her ass. She moaned and sucked on my bottom lip. As I could feel her hands rubbing all over my chest, I instantly got aroused. I kept trying to find the control to pull away and find out what was on her mind, but she had other plans. My mind grew cloudy as I felt Bee's hand grab my dick. I moaned in pleasure and tossed my head back enjoying what her hand was doing to me. As Bee attacked my spot on my neck I knew that if I didn't stop her now, she would end up using sex to avoid whatever was bothering her. I pulled away from the kiss and put some space between us. Bee looked on in confusion.

"Why are you stopping Shawn? I was just getting started." Bee said with a mischievous look as she tried to start up where she had left off. I backed away and looked her in her eyes. She knew that I wasn't going to let her off the hook that easily.

"You know that I'm not even about to let you slide that easy baby. Tell me what's on your mind." I said as I sat up against the headboard and adjusted my pillow behind my back.

"Can't we just have sex and then talk? I need to feel you inside of me right now." Bee said as she straddled my lap and started grinding on me and kissing my neck. I was slowly breaking down. I moaned in pleasure and almost gave into her plans until I looked in her eyes and the pain was still visible. I would not allow her to use sex, no matter how damn good I know it will be, as a way to avoid her problems. I picked her up and sat her on her side of the bed before getting up and moving to the chaise right across from her.

"Speak your mind baby." I said as I looked deep into her beautiful hazel eyes and got lost. She gave me a weak smile before she nodded her head and told me everything that her and Solo had talked about the previous night. I instantly realized what was up with the swollen red eyes. She was hurt because she thought that Solo should have confided in her. I understood the reason for Solo's silence. I shook my head thinking of how I would tell Bee.