Chapter 21 : Scared of Lonely

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Shawn's POV

When Bee came out of the bathroom, she was acting entirely different from when she went in

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When Bee came out of the bathroom, she was acting entirely different from when she went in. She seemed very distant. She promised me that it was nothing, but I know my angel so well so I know that she is keeping something bottled up inside. I didn't want to pry so I allowed her to pack while I lay back on the bed and just watched her intently. After packing, she left the room and I could overhear her on the phone with Solo, Kelly, and Michelle. She told them about who had caused the accident and our unborn child that had been killed but from what I could overhear she did not cry at all. She talked about it so nonchalantly that it pissed me off, but I know that Bee cared maybe she just didn't know how to react to it. I decided to go try to console her some more so I got up off the bed and went into the living room area where she was standing with her hand on her hip talking. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and she shrugged out of my grasp and put her finger up to tell me to wait a minute. I stood and waited for awhile and when she didn't get off the phone for another ten minutes I decided to go lay back in the bed and wait. I could hear her on the phone with the jet telling them what time we wanted to be ready to take off and then I heard her take a deep breath and walk back towards the bedroom. When she walked in the bedroom she quietly shut the door and came and got into bed.

"Bee, are you okay baby?" I asked timidly scared of how she was going to react to my question.

"Yea just tired. It's good to be back in a regular bed for a change." She said getting comfortable.

"So......did you tell them about the engagement?" I asked her.

"No......it kind of slipped my mind with all the questions that they were asking about what happened. Don't worry they all are taking flights first thing in the morning, so I can tell them when we get home." She said positioning herself on her side with her back facing me.

"Oh that's cool then." I said not really excited about the fact that me and Bee weren't going to have any alone time and have to deal with people being all in our business. I turned over facing Bee and tried to pull her close and wrap my arms around her but she tensed up and lifted her arm to stop me.

"Not tonight Shawn, ok baby?" She said and scooted over farther away from me.

"What's wrong?" I asked tapping her lightly on her shoulder.

"Nothing." She said and continued to lay with her back facing towards me.

"Whatever Beyonce." I said sucking my teeth and rolling over with my back facing her. I didn't know what her damn problem was, but whatever it was I needed her to solve that shit and quick.

"Is that all really necessary Shawn Corey Carter?" She asked and I could feel her moving around.

"You know what.....I'll take the couch tonight because obviously for some odd reason you don't want to be bothered with me Beyonce Giselle Knowles" I said putting and emphasis on her last name to show her just how pissed I was. I grabbed my pillow and one of the blankets off of the bed and I limped out of the bedroom and to the couch. I looked over my shoulder one last time looking directly in Bee's eyes and I sighed. I didn't have time to deal with this shit. I love Bee, but I can't help her if she is just trying to push me away.

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