I couldn't believe that my life had changed so drastically. I went from a nobody to a nigga that's living large and got it all. I got niggas wanting to be me and I definitely could have my share of hoes....but all I want is her. Bee saw me when nobo...
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I cried uncontrollably in Shawn's arms as everyone looked at my drunken father. I didn't even want to look at him. Shawn held me tightly and kissed my forehead. I wrapped my arms tighter around him and held on for dear life until I heard my father's slurred words.
"Man....you just like your mama with all that crying and shit." He said. I looked up to see him slump against the wall. I shook my head in disgust.
"Don't ever bring my mother into this you piece of shit. I'm glad that she has finally left your trifling ass because you have put our family through enough." I said moving out of Shawn's embrace and staring holes straight through my father.
"Don't ing talk to her like that or I swear to..." Shawn started before I stopped him.
"No Shawn. I can handle Matthew." I said as I wiped my eyes and stood up walking slowly towards my father. He smirked at me.
"Oh because you have an audience you think you worth something. That's really funny. All you are good for is lying on your back and I hope that you are happy with that drug dealer of a man you want to marry and that thug ass baby that you are carrying." He said wobbling towards me and pointing his finger in my direction.
"If that's how you feel then I would hate to be you. It must be hard for you to see everyone happy around you and you are the only one who is unhappy and living a shitty life. I will not allow you to come into my home and upset me. I have to think about my baby that I am carrying." I said before I sat calmly down on the couch and looked at my father and laughed. He looked at me angrily and then started yelling again.
"Mr. Knowles you need to calm down and leave." Michelle said in disgust as she looked at my drunken father.
"Michelle don't even waste your breath. Kellz already knows how this goes when my father gets drunk like this. He starts saying crazy shit to hurt my feelings and he tries to make me feel like I'm not shit and that I need him....but I have finally realized that it is the other way around. I am Beyonce Giselle Knowles...the world's biggest female icon right now and I am doing my thing. I am surrounded by love from my family, I am going to be married soon, and I am pregnant. I have everything that I have ever wanted...and what does he have? Huh? He ain't got shit!!" I said as I sat back and folded my arms across my chest.
"Bee what did he say to you to have you crying?" Shawn asked looking at me with concern.
"I broke down because this trifling nigga came in here telling me that me and Solo were s that just had to get pregnant and up our lives. I cried because it actually hurt me for a minute that my own father could view me in that light. That he could look at my life and see nothing but the dollar signs that I get from my music. But I'm done. I'm done giving your broke ass a ride when all you're about is my money. You don't give a about me, mama, or Solo." I said to my father and he just busted out laughing.
