I NEED YOU. [✔]

Jagiya

It's here people. Spring Day has arrived and it's killing me. ANNYEONG

Since I woke up, all I've seen is the inside of this room. Everything I need or want is brought to me, and Tae's already there 24/7 with me. The only thing that I would change is that I can't use my phone, let alone call anyone. I had wanted to call eomma and tell her I was OK; that I was alive and well, but I couldn't use any piece of technology. Don't really know why, though. 

Namjoon said he could phone her, but knowing eomma she wouldn't have picked up. All of this was really bothering me, and Tae was really tuned into my emotions. So he noticed. 

"Jagi..? You look sad..." his words sparked a flashback, back to when I first met him. They weren't his exact words, but they were really close to what he said. I smiled at the memory, earning a grin from Tae.

"Just thinking about my eomma. She must be even more worried now that my 'deadline' has passed without her seeing me," I said, making his grin weaken a bit, "I want her to know I'm OK..."

"We're gonna be let out of here soon, so I'm sure you can phone her then..." he said, raising my hopes slightly.

I gave him a peck on the cheek before hitting the button that called a nurse. 

"You feel like eating? It's roundabout lunch-time." I asked, making him nod. A nurse walked in, and I told her what we needed. And we ate.

Everyday BTS visited. Tae had to stay so doctors could check his body was accepting the loss of one of his kidneys, and I was staying to check two things: my body hadn't rejected Tae's kidney, and to check that the cancer was gone. But our stay was coming to an end. We'd been there for about a month, with tests almost every day. We'd live streamed five times but hadn't told ARMYs that we were dating, because we weren't ready. I was scared, so Tae said he would wait until I was ready. He's so sweet.

I really do love him. 

As we finished eating, a knock on the door told us we had guests. It was the rest of BTS of course, and when the walked in it was a kind of scream contest, all of them screeching at each other in their own language, which was neither Korean or Japanese as far as I could tell.

Hoseok nearly fell on the bed at one point, but it wasn't accidental. He ran into Jimin and 'fell' sideways, but was caught by Yoongi, who literally appeared out of nowhere. Hobi kind of stroked his face and whispered "My hero," making us all laugh.

I was able to walk around now, but I still couldn't leave the room without a good reason, like a blood test or something. Tae was always beside me, always keeping me in sight, even if we were almost always together anyway. His protectiveness was really cute in my opinion, but a lot of the time BTS just found it annoying. He had already missed a fan meet that he could have gone to since the hospital said it would be OK, but he said he didn't want to leave me on my own. 

I was really lucky to have him by my side.

He was always singing to me, and he loved singing one song in particular.

Chuun gyeoul kkeuteuljina
Dasi bom nari olttaekkaji
Kkoccpi ul ttaekkaji
Gulgose jom deomeomureojwo
Meomureojwo  

DoES aNyOnE kNoW tHE sOnG??? XD

His voice was amazing, and I got to hear it on a daily basis. He would sing me to sleep, and wake me with his song as well. It was something I could never get tired of. 

"Jagi..." him speaking brought me out of my trance, and I noticed a nurse stood by the door.

"Miss L/N," she said, "There's one more test and then you can go home."

Her words seemed to spark something in me, and I jumped to my feet. 

"Also, Mr Kim, you're tests are finished. You too will be leaving with Miss L/N."

I ran and hugged Tae, unable to contain my happiness. Being let out of a hospital might not seem like a big thing, but when the only thing you've seen for a few months is the same room it's massive. Like a birthday.

My eomma's birthday was coming up soon after, so I decided to call her then.

Her birthday present this year would be my being alive.

And I just know she's going to love it.