Sehun
I looked up from my food and took a glance at her. She was just staring down at her plate, messing with the food. I sighed making her look at me.
"Are you alright?" I asked
"I should be asking you that." She replied
I extended my hand out for her. She looked at my hand then back at me. After hesitating she decided to take it. I smiled and squeezed her hand for reassurance.
"I'm okay." I nodded
She nodded quietly while looking down. I grabbed her plate and pulled it to me making her eyes widen.
"I was gonna eat that." She pointed
I grabbed my fork and picked up the food. I reached the fork to her making her open her mouth to eat, but I took it back and ate it instead.
"Don't be like that come on." She whined
I chuckled and picked up more to feed her. We had a peaceful dinner. I was actually glad she didn't bring anything up because I just wanted to relax. And it seemed like the only time I could, was with her.
"You never told me," I started, "how was working at the company?"
"Ah, it was just okay. I worked, and I learned a lot. Of course they weren't expecting me to do much since I was a complete newbie. But you know, I helped in some way." She answered
"I was surprised to hear that you were working there. I wanted visit sooner but I really couldn't you know." I sighed
She sighed along and stayed quiet, just nodding. I cursed myself for bringing that up. So much for having a peaceful dinner.
"It's alright I think? I mean you're here now. I was pretty upset about you not contacting me but I guess you were busy." She looked away
"I'm sorry, I have no excuse for that. I could go on and on about how busy I was but it was just that. In a way I thought that if I didn't keep contact with you, it would've been easier to move on. For you I mean! I had no plans on moving on and I had accepted that."
"Do you really think that sounds fair? So you wanted me to move on?" She asked
"In all honesty, no of course I didn't. I had prayed you wouldn't either. But if it was easier for you to do so, then I would've been happy for you." I replied
"You left that day right after confessing your feelings. Did you think I was just gonna throw that out the window? And you're still my fiancé for gods sake." She rolled her eyes
"On paper yeah, I didn't think you took it seriously. I thought you were gonna get with Kai." I let slip
"Really Sehun? Is that how you thought of me? I wouldn't have been able to get with him even if I liked him you know." She suddenly said
"Whats that supposed to mean?" I asked
"I'm not finished with you. You left after confessing and giving me my first kiss don't you think thats unfair to me? My heart will always crave your love, whether I like it or not." She looked down
I laughed a bit at her sudden shy state. I couldn't say anything to that. She cleared her throat and grabbed her plate again to eat. I smiled to her when we made eye contact which she just looked away.
"Come on why are you acting so shy now?" I chuckled
"It's your fault, you and your stupid thoughts." She said while looking away
"Alright alright I'm sorry. I promise never to think like that again. And I'd love to give you all my love. That way you don't have to crave it anymore." I teased
"Stop! Gosh I shouldn't have said that." She groaned
"Well I'm glad you did either way. I guess now I'm more sure about your feelings." I softly chuckled
"Just eat your food." She scolded
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"Were you lonely?" She asked
I looked up to think for a second,"I was too busy to feel lonely." I lied
"You had that much work huh." She sighed
"It wasn't too bad. I mean I had a team to help me, oh and my mentor as well. He was a great person, very wise. Actually he made me come here." I scoffed while smiling
"So you weren't gonna come?" She asked surprised
"Honestly, no I wasn't. I had about a year and a half left? Actually no just a year. So I wanted to finish up before I returned."
"Well I'm thankful for your mentor now." She smiled
"Trust me I am too." I laughed
"Well, its getting pretty late now, head back?" She asked
"Not really, I still want to spend more time with you." I said
"Who said we cant spend time together at home?" She replied
"Are you inviting me over?" I smirked
"Spend the night with me." She looked me in the eye
I paused for a second, thinking about the words she said. I raised my brows and looked at her.
"Spend the night? Are you saying-"
"Yes, that's what I'm saying. Spend the night with me." She repeated
I chuckled and pulled her closer to me. I pecked her lips softly while smiling.
"I can't say no to that now can I?" I teased
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Now have a lovely day💛 or goodnight♥️
