Secret Seduction | [R-18]

Chapter Twenty Three

Sensitive scene ahead. Please read at your own risk...

JUSTIN

"Hindi ka na ba lalabas dyan? Christmas eve na!" tuloy tuloy na katok ni daddy sa pinto ko. I was supposed to be calling Drey today. Kung hindi lang ako tanga, naayos na sana namin! Nasa Batangas ako ngayon, sa bahay ni lolo. Hindi na ako tumuloy sa condo simula noong...

"I don't feel well dad." sabi ko sakanya pagkabukas ng pinto. Binagsak ko yung katawan ko sa kama. I hate myself so much.

Tumabi saakin si dad, "Ano bang nangyari? Talk to me."

"Talk to me, baby." tuloy tuloy na katok ni Andrea sa pinto ko. Kanina pa siya nasa labas at kanina pa ako nasa tapat ng pinto. After few minutes of debating with myself, pinagbuksan ko na siya ng pinto.

"Justin." sabi niya at niyakap ako mula sa likod. Naiiyak nanaman ako pero tapos na ako. I cried all day yesterday for me to cry again.

"Leave." sabi ko at pilit tinanggal yung kamay ni Andrea sa bewang ko.

"No, let me explain." sabi niya at pilit na binabalik yung kamay niya sa balikat ko. I've always been persuaded by girls but hers is the only one that mattered. Napalakad ang pwersa ko kaya natanggal ko yung pagkahawak niya saakin.

"I love you. I love you, baby. You know I do." Hinawakan niya yung mukha ko. Tumingin siya sa mata ko pero umiwas ako ng tingin. She kissed me. All the sadness was gone, only anger remained.

I grabbed her by the neck as she sucked on my lip. I pushed her to my bed and started unbuckling my belt. I could see fear in her eyes as I spread her legs wide open.

"Did he do this to you?" sabi ko at marahas na tinanggal yung pambaba niya. I'm so angry, I couldn't feel anything but pleasure. It was a dark feeling that only came to surface till now.

"Ouch." sambit niya nang pinasok ko yung dalawang daliri ko sakanya nang walang pasabi. I fucking hated that she was wet now because it meant she was like this with Troy too.

I took off my fingers inside her and unzipped my pants.

"Justin." sabi niya at siniksik yung sarili niya sa headboard. She sounded scared. Mabilisan ko siyang nilapitan. I pinned her down using one arm and all my strength. Nothing came to my mind except anger.

Angry because her lips touch Troy's

Angry because I don't know if Troy touched her already.

Angry because she makes me believe that she loves me even though she said the same to Troy.

My other hand took my shaft out and positioned it in her entrance. I didn't take any precautions and just rammed it inside her.

"Stop, it hurts." I heard her groan but I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. Their pictures started to form inside my mind again and I became more angry.

"Please, stop." her hands escaped my grip and tried to push my chest but she was weak. She still moaned and I thrusted deep inside her. She fucking likes this?

"You're enjoying this? You enjoy this, you fucking whore?" inis kong tanong at binilisan pa yung paggalaw ko. I heard her cry, groan, shout my name to stop. Naramdaman ko yung kalmot niya pero hindi ako tumigil.