I'm lost. Broken. And nobody knows. I help people, and when you help people, you don't get help. I couldn't look at myself think how a mess I was. It was too late for me to be fixed. Nobody could help me. I was too deep in it for being saved. I had...
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I was walking down the hall when I someone pulled me into their room.
"Hey, why did you do that," I yelled, looking behind me at the person who pulled me.
"Sorry, I needed to talk to you," Piper said, sitting down on her bed.
"Why did you do it?" I asked, sitting down next to her.
"That's why I'm here." She said, looking at me.
"Don't do it anymore, please," I asked her.
"Yeah, but don't tell Dr. Ryan I did that. She will freak out, and then I have to go to more therapy sessions."
"Okay, I won't." She nodded, and I left her room.
The longer I'm in here, the more I hear the voices. They become stronger, and I don't know if I can fight them most longer. I have to get my blades, or I won't survive it much longer.
Tears were pouring down my cheek non-stop. I walk down the hall to my room when I bump into Ben.
"Lena? Are you okay?" He asked, looking at me.
"Uhm yeah. I have to go." I said, brushing past him.
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I keep watching her walking away from me to her room with tears rolling down her cheek. I need to help her before she's gone do something stumped to herself.
I walked to Paige's room and knocked on her door.
"Come in." She yelled.
I open the door and when'd inside.
"Hey, Ben." She said, putting her book down.
"I need your help with Lena. She was crying when I saw her, and I don't know how to help her." I said, passing back and forwards in the room.
"Talk to her. She needs someone now." She remarked.
"Yeah, but she doesn't let anybody in. She shields herself from the world." She sight.
"I know, but you could try." I sit down beside her, thinking about what I should do.
"You like her, don't you?" I look up, and I could feel my cheeks getting red.
" What, no." She gave me the ' are you getting me.' Look.
"Okay, fine, I like her. That's why I want to help her." I said.
"Sorry I can't help you. You need to help her first." I looked at her and thought for a moment. Then something hit me.
"Thanks, Paige. I got an idea." I said, walking out of the room.
" Your welcome." She yelled behind me. I walk to the bathroom and turn on the bath with ice-cold water. If it helps me, it had to help Lena.
When I just got here, I was so depressed that I try to kill myself by overdose and drowning. I turned on the bath with ice-cold water and took the pill, and set it on the edge of the bathtub.
I got in. The only thing I could think of was how the ice-cold water was burning my skin a little and how cold it was. I gasped for air because the air was knocked out of my lungs by the ice-cold water. I took the pills in my hand, but something came to me before I took them to my mouth.
My head was clear.
All I could think of was how cold the water was. My mind was clear from all the stuff that I have gone through. I put the pills down on the edge and focus on the ice-cold water that stranded me.
The cold water helps me feel numb, free from all the pain that happened.
I turn the running water and walk out of the bathroom and to Lena's room. "Lena?" I asked, knocking on her door.
All I could hear were sobbing. I walk in and saw her sitting against the wall crying." Ben, Please go away." she said, hugging her knees.
" No, I'm here to help you. Trust me." She nodded, and I picked her up. She cried in my chest while I walk down the hall.
It was pretty late, so nobody was walking here. I walk in the bathroom to the bathtub.
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I looked up from his chest and saw that we were in the bathroom. There was a bathtub felt with water, and he walked to it.
He got in the bathtub with me in his arms. He sits down and puts me on his lap. When I touch the water, all the air was knocked out of my lungs, making me gasp for air. Ben wrapped his arms around me, and I rest my head on his chest.
I felt the warmth of his body, and I was a little bit warm. The voices went away, and the only thing I could think of was the ice-cold water on my skin.
The sadness and the pain when away for a minute. I was shaking, and so was Ben when I look up. He was looking at me pull me closer.
My head was lying in his neck now, and I whisper loud in off so he could hear it.
"Thank you."
He looked down at me and smiled a little.
"Your welcome."
I couldn't keep my eyes open, and before I know it, they fell shut.
