Not his family (A Tom Hiddleston story)

"Of course baby, all of you no matter what"

2 months later
*Tom POV*
I look at Catalina as she helps Angel with her homework, sighing happily, finally I got my family, and no one is ever taking them away from me.
We are back in London, I brougth them with me, Catalina is selling the big house, too many bad memories and all the money she is inheriting from Rafael, we don't want them, there will be a fond for each kid to go to collage and buy their first home, the rest will be given to charities.
Everything is fine now, but we have all gone through some intensive therapy, Catalina is still going, she has suffered more than anyone else, but beside that we are finally happy and free.
There is only one thing that kind of don't function, or well I haven't wanted to push her and Catalina haven't even mentioned it, sex, we haven't had sex since, I know the doctor has told her she can have sex no problem, her surgeries all went perfect and has all healed totally, but I think I know what the problem is after talking to my psychologists and I plan on doing something about that tonight as well as taking care of something else.
So I have Lucia taking the kids to Luke's house for the night, he has grown very fond of the kids, and they love their uncle Luke, and I want Catalina alone.
Not that we need the kids out of the house, but the first time, I think she needs to feel totally free and relaxed.
And it is not that I can't wait, I would wait forever for her, but I know deep down that it is not that she don't want, she is just scared, and I want her to feel comfortable again.
So when Lucia has left, I make her a romantic dinner, spreading out a blanket in the garden, and we sit there, feeding each other, talking and cuddling a bit.
When we are just about done I grab her hand, saying softly. "I just got one last thing for you, if you want it ?"
"Sure". She says with a smile, opening her mouth, snapping it shut when I slide the ring on her finger, she is looking at it like she don't understand what it is.
She looks at me. "I love you so much Tom, but how could I say yes ? I am broken, I am used, you could get so much better, I can't even have sex with you".
"Darling, you are neither of those things, and please don't tell yourself that you are, you are so beautiful, so vibrant, you are the most amazing woman and I would be so proud to be your husband and if you will let me, I want to adopt the kids as my own". I tell her, kissing her hand between words.
She has tears running down her cheeks, and I feel my own tears burn behind my eyes, unsure of what to do if she should say no.
But then she starts nodding, smiling happily. "Yes, oh God yes Tom, there is nothing I would love more, if you really wants me ? And they kids will be so happy to have you as their father, and so will I"
"Of course baby, all of you no matter what". I say, smiling like an idiot, kissing her lovingly, knowing that we will certainly work out the problems.
She snuggles into me. "It isn't that I don't want to have sex with you, I hope you know that, but I am a little scared, you know pain and how I look and such".
"Do you trust me darling ? Trust that I would never hurt you or step over you limits ?" I ask her softly and she nods, so I lift her into my arms, carrying her inside, sitting her down by the bed.
When she looks at me nervously, I kiss her softly down the neck. "No pressure, no expectations of sex, I just want to kiss and cuddle you and well show you something".
I gently undress her and lay her down on the bed, spending a lot of time kissing and caressing her, making sure she feels relaxed and comfortable with everything I do.
When my hand gets near her warm center, I feel her tense up, and she grabs my hand, sounding embarrassed. "What if you think I am wrong ? Or I am ugly with all the scars ?"
"Darling I would never find you wrong or ugly, and I think you feel it much worse than it really is, please let me show you". I say softly, being totally truthful, she could never be ugly to me.
She nods, biting her lip and I go get a small mirror, holding it so she can see herself, softly running my fingers over her small almost invisible scars. "Look her baby, you are beautiful, there is absolutely nothing wrong with you".

*Catalina POV*
I trust him enough to look, fearing the worst, but he is right, it is not that bad, I look kind of normal, with a couple of almost invisible scars, and I feel tears running down my cheeks. "Thank you Tom, thank you for everything".
"Everything I do, I do it for you". He says with a loopsided grin, and I smack his shoulder, but I cant help giggling, sometimes he is such a dork, but a very adorable one.
He pushes me back down, his mouth suddenly on my inner thighs, kissing and licking, making me gasp, and he whispers against my skin. "Just tell me if you want me to stop".
"Oh no, don't stop". I moan, I had feared sexual contact would give me flash backs to that horrid day, but this is something else, Tom is nothing like those men, and well his talents kind of makes my mind go blank for anything but him.
He smiles against my skin, then he is running that wicked tongue through my folds and I am totally lost to the world, what that man can do with his tongue, well it could fill a book , a very big one.
After my third orgasm I pull him up to me, kissing him and whispering in his ear. "I want you, for real, please make love to me Tom".
"Are you sure ? Like completely sure". He looks at me, his eyes so loving and caring, and I know that I really want this, want him.
I nod, smiling up at him. "I am totally sure, I am ready for it, I trust you, there are just one problem, they took out my IUS at the hospital, so I am not protected".
"Well I don't see that as a problem at all darling, quite the opposite". He say smiling, and slowly sliding into me, making me moan, it don't feel bad at all, only very very good.
He groans and stills, breathing in deeply, like he is trying to collect himself. "Holy shit darling, I don't want to sound wrong, but did they say anything about, well making you smaller".
"Tom ! You can't say that to a lady". I say, but I can't help giggling like crazy, I know he didn't mean it in a bad way.
He roll his eyes, pressing me down a little with his body, looking at me sternly, but then he starts laughing too. "You are not really helping when you giggle, it kind of makes you clench your muscles".
"Sorry, I can't help it, it was just so innocent and very inappropriate to say, but well I did a lot of muscle traning down there after the surgery". I tell him, still laughing.
He kisses me, probably to stop me from giggling, then he says softly. "Not that there was anything wrong before, not at all, but this is, well I need to focus or I am going to have the stamina of a teenager".
And well he definately does focus, and well I think he might be right, because I feel like I can feel every part of him even more, and it feels so damn good.
When I grab his shoulders, folding my legs around him, pressing up to meet him, gasping out his name as unbridled pleasure runs through me, he can't hold back, his body stiffens and he might curse just a bit, making me giggle again.
When he slide down beside me, pulling me into his arms, kissing my neck, he whispers softly. "Thank you darling, for trusting me".