Miserable

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Jason's POV

"Man this sucks!" I missed Kristen so much and  I am completely miserable. I regretted everything, the thought of never seeing her again killed me. I wanted to cry so bad but I kept my composure. "I know.. We should've went to San Francisco with Kris." Ellen stated. She was not happy that she listened to Bryan and stopped talking to Kristen. "She probably hates us all. She probably has new friends and everything."  "Call her." I suggested. "And say what Jason? I was a bitch to you but I still wanna be your friend." "Tell her we're sorry." I was desperate. "I guess it can't hurt babe, you should call her." "No I was mean to her." I got off the floor and looked at Ellen. "Please." She exhaled and pulled out her phone and call Kristen, she put it on speaker. "Hello?" A lady answered and we all got confused. "Hi, may I speak to Kristen?" "Who's calling?" "Ellen." "Hold on sweetheart." "Sweetie come to the phone its Ellen!" "She's coming sweetie." "Alright." "Yeah mom you called me?" "Its Ellen." "Ellen!!" "I know take the phone." "Hey El what's up!!" "Hey.." "You totally just talked to my mom!" "That was her oh my goodness tell her?! heeyy!" "Mom, Ellen says hi." "Tell her I said hey." "She says hi, so what are you doing Ellen?" "Nothing." "Oh that sucks." "I know I should've came.." "I know, why didn't you?" "I was being stupid." "Hey sweetheart, Rachel's daughter wants to come hang out with you. I think you'll like her, she's your age." "The blonde girl?" "Yes the blonde Kristen." They started laughing. "Ellen you should see my mom, she's hot." "She sounds hot!" "I know!! We're on the beach and this guy is totally checking her out." "Kristen!" Her mother laughed. "So how's Brrrryyan?" "Good." "How is Jason..?" My heart stopped when she said my name. "miserable." "Why?" "Because he misses you." "Yeah right.." "He does." "He broke up with me for nothing now I'm supposed to believe he misses me?" "He's dying." "You let me hear him say that.." Ellen looked at me but I didn't say anything. "I didn't think he did.." I heard singing in the background. "Mom I love Whitney Houston!! Sing it mom!!" "That's your mom singing?" "Yup she sounds amazing right?" "Yes!! Ugh I hate myself for not coming." "Don't worry summer time you can come." "Come on sweetheart let's go get in the water." "Alright! Ellen I'll call you when I get back to my hotel alright?" "Alright.." "Tell Bryan I said Bye Brrrryyan and tell Jason... Bye." "Ok." They hung up and I laid back on the floor. "Why didn't you say anything?!" Ellen snapped. "he has his reasons." Bryan cut in. "Whatever, I'm going home." Ellen got up and left. "I guess I'll go home too, later man." Bryan left too.

After Bryan and Ellen left I went and took a shower. I was sitting on the couch watching TV when my mother came in. "Jason?" "Yeah mom?" "Just making sure you're here, how was your day honey?" "Bad." "What's wrong?" "I miss Kristen so much." "Time will heal it Jason." That wasn't what I wanted to hear. "Yea.. I'm gonna go to bed." "Its only 5." "So." "Jason there will be other girls." Instead of saying anything I went in my room and closed the door. I got in the bed and thought about Kristen. "She sounded so happy.. How can she be happy with out me? I know she's with her mom but I'm dying with out her.." I started to cry. "I hate this." I slid to the edge of my bed. "Jason are you... Oh honey." My mother came in my room. "No this hurts." I was still crying. "There's gonna be other girls." "No mom I need her!" I started to get dressed. "Jason where are you going?" "To get Kristen back." "Jason." "I have to mom, I'll die without her." "You're not going to die." "I will!" "Calm down." "I'm calm mom, now can I have money for gas? I used all of mine on stuff for Kristen." "Jason you can not drive to San Francisco." "If you don't want to give me money I'll ask Bryan." "Sit down." I did as I was told and my mother sat next to me. She put her arms around me and I cried harder. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I've been in love before and when it was over it didn't hurt like this. I finally pulled myself together and got in the bed. "its gonna be alright Jason." My mother left my room, I heard her call her friend over so I tried to go to sleep. It worked for a little while but I woke up to them talking. I went to use the bathroom and caught a little bit of their conversation. "So how is Jason?" "Not good." "Why?" "Him and his girlfriend broke up. Its got him really upset." "He'll get over it." "No, I don't think he will. He wants to go all the way to San Francisco to... I don't know." "Aw that's kinda romantic." "Connie! My 17 year old son wants to drive to San Francisco, California to ask his girlfriend to take him back and all you can think about is that's romantic?" "Well it is. Anyway Debbie knowing Jason the way that we do, you know he's gonna go weather you say he can or he can't. You might as well get the child a cellphone and send him on his way." "I don't see why he can't just call her and do this over the phone." "I know, but kids these days have to learn the hard way." My mother exhaled. I went into the bathroom, when I came out they were talking about Kristen. "Well do you like the little girl?" "Yeah. she's a smart girl, she's really sweet. I can honestly say she has a positive affect on Jason." "But?" "I've seen a great change in him since they've been together." "But." "But if the brake up's are gonna have him this depressed I don't know if I want them together." "Come on Debbie, you remember your first love." "This isn't his first love Connie.." "He's acted like this before? Maybe he's just emotional." "No, his first love was Jessica... He's never acted like this.. And they broke up a lot." "Well I don't think she was his first love then, just the first girlfriend that took him through a lot." I went back in to my room and got in the bed. "I want Kristen back so bad. Please let her take me back and come home." I fell back to sleep.

The next morning I woke up around 9. "Jason, Bryan and Ellen are here." "Oh OK." "I'll be back in an hour stay put." "Ok." I went to the bathroom then went in the living room with Bryan and Ellen. "Hey y'all what's up?" I said sitting on the couch. "Rough night?" Bryan said looking at me. "Man I have to get Kristen back." "How?" "I'm gonna go to San Francisco and beg her to take me back." "Really that's the sweetest thing I've ever heard in my life." Ellen added. "Can you call and see what hotel she's staying at for me?" "Oh my gosh yes!!" Ellen called Kristen and got all the information I needed. "So you're seriously going to try an get her back?" Bryan asked. "Yeah, I have to try something." "Well I'm not letting you go alone." "I'm going too!!" "We'll be back in about an hour." "Alright." I went to my room and packed some clothes then waited for my mother to get back.

A/N Let me know what yall think!! oh and thank for the 1.2k.

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