la carta de amor

sesenta y uno

061

It's the same day and I wanted to write this while I still can, because I never know what may happen next.

I don't know when will this be over and honestly I'm so afraid.

And no, you don't love me. Love doesn't happen in a day. You don't want to hug me.

I'm not even fucking sure what made you say that. And you, for fucks sake, don't know too.

Because I have been loving you ever since. And now that you're telling me you love me back, or crush me back, I'm not so sure anymore. I still love you but I'm so afraid.

I love you. And it scares me how much I do.

I love you. And I don't want this to end but eventually it'll do. And maybe you'd lose interest in me, and maybe... we aren't really meant to be.

But right now, I'll just set everything aside. I will enjoy this moment with you while it still lasts.

ps. lmao idk why i labeled this as entry 61 when its just the same day!! ( i guess i had too much to write about )