When Playboy Falls (#Wattys2017)

Chapter 13: Confuse

Chapter 13: Confuse

"Lady Rian, your breakfast is ready." someone's knocking on her door but she doesn't want to open it.

"I don't fucking care. I'm not in the mood to eat. Just throw the damn food." she said between her sobs.

"But Lady Rian, your mother is waiting for you." her yaya still insisted.

"I said, I don't care! Now, get out!" he said angrily. Galit na galit sya ngayon dahil labis syang nasasaktan.

Hindi nya maintindihan kung bakit puro pasakit lang ang nararanasan nya.

Others might think that she's a spoiled brat, a bitch even the most evil antagonist but deep within her is a fragile girl who's afraid to be alone, to be left behind. Buong buhay nya ay palagi na lang syang nanglilimos ng pagmamahal.

Akala siguro ng iba ay napaka-swerte nya, na maayos ang buhay nya, magaan, masaya at walang problema, ang hindi nila alam, kabaliktaran ang lahat ng mga iyon sa mga nangyayari sa buhay nya.

She may have the money, the looks, all the material things in this world. The latest gadgets, model of laptop, brand of cars, costly bags, thousand of sandals and shoes, costly make-ups and even branded clothes pero kahit pa meron sya ng lahat ng iyon ay hindi pa rin sya masaya.

She grew up without her parents at her side. Lumaki sya na palaging mag-isa. Nasanay syang mamuhay ng sagana at walang pakialam sa iba. She grew up selfish. Madamot sya, swapang, lalo na sa atensyon at pagmamahal na buong buhay na ipinagkait sa kanya.

Her parents are always busy handling their business. Her parents aren't in love with each other. Arranged marriage lang ang kasal ng mga ito. At sya? Isa lang syang malaking pagkakamali.

She's so miserable, her whole life now is a misery, a mess. Dagdagan pa ng katotohanan na nakipaghiwalay na sa kanya ang kanyang pinakamamahal. Tapos, ilang weeks pa syang grounded dahil umuwi syang lasing, naglasing sya when they broke up, because she have no one anymore.

Wala ng kanya, wala syang takbuhan, wala syang totoong kaibigan, wala syang supportive na parents and now, Dave isn't hers anymore. Sobrang sakit.

But No.. Hindi pa huli ang lahat. She'll going to get him back.

Napatigil sya sa pag-iyak ng may kumatok sa kanyang pinto.

"What the.. how many times do I have to tell you that I don't want to eat with her." she hissed.

She thought that it's her yaya again but no.

"Rian, open this door. Let's talk." she immediately stopped from whatever she's doing. Upon hearing his name, she immediately open the door.

'Is it really him?' she thought.

When she saw that it's really Dave. Kaagad nya itong inanyayahang pumasok sa loob.

"Dave!" gulat na sambit nya. "Come in!" kaagad nya itong hinila sa loob. Hindi na nya binigyang pansin pa ang matandang hukluban sa labas ng kanyang kwarto. Narinig nya ang pag-alis ng mga ito kaya't nakahinga sya ng maluwag. Mabuti naman at naramdaman ng kanyang ina na ayaw nya itong makita.

"Why are you here?" she first asked. Parang bigla tuloy ay nagkaroon sya ng pag-asa sa kanyang puso.

'Makikipagbalikan na kaya sya?' she asked herself. And that's what she wanted to ask to Dave too, but she's afraid that she might not get the answer she wants.

Pero bago pa man nya mapigilan ang sarili nya ay nasabi nya na pala ang mga iyon.

"Do you want us back? Is that the reason why--" she wasn't able to finish her words because Dave cut her already.