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Well I feel like shit.
Yep, I'm supposed to go on stage in half an hour and I'm deciding if I should throw up or just keep it down until after the show. I know I'll feel better if I throw up but I really want to perform because a lot of the fans have been waiting to see us for so long and it wouldn't be fair on them if I didn't at least try and perform.
"You okay Jadey?" Jesy asked me, running on the spot to warm her body up.
"Yeah, I'm great! Why?" I lied, I didn't want to worry anyone and I knew I'd be able to do the show.
"You just look a little pale and seem a bit off. Maybe it's just the light though it's so unflattering." She reasoned, seeming to have come up with a plausible answer for me.
"Oh yeah probably" I mused, ignoring the gross feeling that was hanging around my body, "I'm missing Jed too." I added truthfully
"Awe come'ere and give mama Jes a hug, I knew you looked down" Jesy said offering me a hand and pulling me up, a little to quickly for my body's liking because a huge wave of nausea hit me and it took every fibre of my body not to run to the bin and throw up. But I choked it down wanting to get through the show. I let Jesy hug me, lying my hot forehead on her shoulder, relieving a little of the heat. "You sure you're feeling alright Jay, you're awfully hot?" Jesy questioned, pulling away so she could look at me.
"Yeah I think the rooms a bit warm and I'm a bit nervous." I said despite her saying the actual reason I was so hot.
"Don't be we'll be fine okay?" Jesy reassured, hugging me again.
"Okay" I whispered back, trying so hard to ignore how I was feeling.
"Time to go girls" Paul said, grabbing all of our attentions. I let go of Jesy and sipped some water, as I walked to the stage, which was a bad decision because it only made me feel iller.
'Just get through this' I told myself as we stood side stage ready to go on.
In no time we were marching out to salute and the show had started.
I put as much effort as I could, feeling the way I did, into every song but by the end of hair which was only the second song I had the overwhelming feeling to throw up. So just as the backing track finished I ran off, found the nearest bin and emptied my stomach. No more than thirty seconds later I was wiping my mouth and running back on, trying to make it look like nothing had happened. Looking over at Perrie I saw her looking concerned, mouthing 'you alright?' I just nodded, despite feeling like if I had the opportunity I could throw up again.
But I carried on, through wings as we walked down the cat walk. And secret love song where Perrie asked again of I was alright. Then all the way back up to the main stage in touch. Then as we all sang the last note of touch it hit me again, harder than before and I dashed off, just in time it seemed because as soon as I reached the bin I was heaving and throwing up again. I felt a hand on my back and turned round to see Perrie sadly smiling.
"I knew you weren't feeling well" she said, "is this the first time you've thrown up?"
I shook my head, straightening up, wiping my mouth. I could hear Jesy and Leigh both asking where we were, "we need to go back on Pez" I told her, after I had sipped my water and rinsed my mouth out.
"Correction, I need to go back on and you need to go and rest and keep throwing up by the looks of it." She said to me.
"But I have to go on" I pleaded, by this time we could see Leigh leaning back trying to see what the problem was.
"No, sit down Jade" she instructed harshly.
"Fine" I said stubbornly.
As soon as I did that Perrie ran back on and I began throwing up again, feeling another hand on my back, turning my head slightly to see Azza comforting me.
As I threw up I heard Perrie say to the crowd through my inears "sorry about that, I'm afraid Jade's not been very well tonight, she's just thrown up for the second time tonight and she wanted to come back on but I told her no because she really isn't well. That's how dedicated she is to you guys, she performed despite being poorly. She's sat side stage so can we have a cheer for Jade please!" She finished and the crowd erupted, some just cheering, some shouting messages like 'get well Jade' and 'we love you' making me feel just a little bit better.
By the time the girls had finished the rest of the set I had thrown up about 5 times and was feeling too drained to be able to move anywhere, so I was laying on a crash mat that they had on the floor for Ariana's set.
"poor baba." I heard Leigh say as she came off the stage, crouching down beside me.
"oh Jade, I'm so sorry your not well." Jesy said, crouching too stroking my hair gently.
"our poor baby is sick, can you move love?" Perrie asked me.
I nodded and tried to stand up but I had got no further than sitting up when I felt like I could faint so I lay back down, closing my eyes.
"I'll carry you." I heard Jesy say, before feeling my body being lifted by a warm pair of hands.
Feling totally exhausted I nuzzled my head into Jesy and heard her chuckle a little, "I'm great my arse! Why didn't you tell us Jadey, we could've helped you?"
"I thought I could get through the show." I responded, quietly feeling a little ashamed.
"never mind, eh," Leigh said, holding my hand, as we walked down what I assumed was the corridor.
"hi girls" I heard a couple of seconds later. Great. So now Ariana has seen me incapasitated by a sromach flu.
"Hi Ari you ok?" Perrie said, as I felt Jesy stop.
"Yeah getting ready to go on. Are you guys ok?" She asked us.
"We're great but Jade's a little bit poorly, she's a little trooper though." I heard Leigh say and I peeked my eyes open slightly seeing Ariana frowning.
"Poor you, well I hope you get better Jade" she said to me, rubbing my hand.
"thanks" I croaked to her, still feeling ill.
"awe you're breaking my heart there Jade, well I best get going, bye girls" Ariana said, squeezing my hand before moving down the corrior again.
"right let's get you to bed Jade" Jesy said, readusting her hands a little and launching us down the corridor again, reaching our dressing room in no time. She gently laid me on the couch in there and Perrie placed a blanket over me. Then each of them leaned down kissing my hot head.
"Night Jade, the bin's next to you if you need it." Leigh said stroking my hair after she had placed the bin next to me.
With that I fell right to sleep, absolutely exhausted following the night's events.
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