Missing You (Leandre)

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Did you know you can actually feel sick with home sickness?
You can.
Trust me.
I have never felt so homesick in my entire life. We've been on the road for about a month and a half and the amount I am missing my one is infinite. What I wouldn't do just to have him right now. Seriously. I miss him so much.
We face time every night after the show and I almost always fall asleep to his voice.
"You okay Lee-Lee?" I heard Jade ask me, from Jed's lap.
Stupid Jade and her stupid boyfriend cuddling all the stupid time, "Leigh?"
"What yeah I'm fine." I said, staring at the picture of Andre and I on my lock screen.
"No you're not what's up babe?" Jade continued to push, now sitting up from her 'petal'.
"Can you just leave me the fuck alone please" I snapped standing up and running to our bathroom, floods of salty solution pouring out of my eyes.
"Leigh it's Grace, what's up sweetie" Grace said, through the door. I unlocked the door and collapsed into her arms. "Awe honey, what's wrong?" She asked, stroking my hair as I cried.
"I miss Andre" I sobbed, crying into her shoulders.
"Awe hun, why don't you call him and talk to him" she suggested.
"That's not going to bring him here though" I said, trying to stop crying.
"But it'll do, I'm sure he'll surprise you soon babe" Gracie said trying to cheer me up.
"I hope" I sighed, slumping on the sofa, pulling a blanket on and calling Andre, ignoring everyone else in the room.
"Hey princess," Andre said which dissolved me into tears once more.
"H-hi" I hiccupped, trying to wipe away my tears.
"What's wrong honey? Everything alright?" He asked concerned making my heart both melt, like a dropped icecrem on a hot day, and ache like something was squeezing it really tight.
"Y-ye-yeah" I stuttered, cursing myself for coming across upset.
"No you're not angel, what's up, have you had a fight with one of the girls? Hurt yourself?" He quizzed, concern evident in his eyes when I looked into them after a couple of seconds silence.
"No, it's stupid really" I said, chuckling at how pathetic I was being. Perrie hadn't seen Alex and she was completely fine.
"I'm sure it's not Leigh, now tell me or I'll text Grace and ask her and you know how she exaggerates" Andre threatened, now sitting up against what appeared to be his couch.
"Fine, I miss you loads and I'm home sick and it's making me feel sick which I didn't even know was a thing and I just really want to go home and see you and have a cuddle." I rambled, almost breaking down at the end.
"Awe baby, it's not stupid, I miss you too darling, I wish I could see you but I'm so busy with work at the moment" he explained, looking like he wished he could reach through the screen and hug me which was how I was feeling as well.
"I know, I just feel a bit flat and deflated without you." I explained, looking up to see Grace frowning at me, great everyone pities me.
"Me too love, but it's only a month now right, then you'll be in my arms for a while." He reasoned, smiling widely at the end.
"Yeah, I'm gonna have to go Andre, I need to get my makeup done, call later?" I asked hopeful, noticing Heidi waving me over.
"Wouldn't miss it for fit the world angel, I love you to the moon and back 10 times over" he said chuckling
"I love you too, more than you can possibly imagine, bye baby" I said, touching the screen where his face was.
"Bye love you, mwah"
"Mwah, love you too"
"Ready Leigh?" Heidi asked, once I hung up.
"Yeah, I'm blotchy sorry" I said, standing up and walking over to the chair, still wrapped in the blanket.
2 days later.
I was just talking to Gracie about getting drinks after our show tonight when a pair of arms rested on my shoulders. At first I thought it was just Jesy or Perrie but when a familiar scent surprised me I jumped up in surprise and turned around to see someone who was meant to be a 12 hour plane journey away.
"Andre?" I asked, spinning around seeing his face, dissolving into tears.
"Come here" he said, opening his arm for me. I wasted no time jumping up, wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Burrying my face into his neck I inhaled his scent that I had missed so much.
"What are you doing here?" I asked into his neck, moving my hands so they were behind his head, feeling his hair under my finger tips.
"I couldn't leave you feeling like that" he whispered kissing me. It was at that moment the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that had existed for the whole tour dissipated away and love bloomed and grew there instead. My heart was whole and our love was strong.

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