FU (Zerrie(don't kill me))

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I got asked if I could do a Zerrie one so I've tried. Its not all lovey dovey because I wasn't really ever a fan of Zerrie so it's a break up one because I haven't ever written one like that. If you have requested something I swear they're coming but feel free to remind me and I may get it up quicker!

"How can I love you Pez if I can't even love myself?" he asked me, running a hand through his hair.

"You can Zayn I know you can I've seen you do it I'll help you, don't leave me please." I begged from the ground, where I had crumbled to when he told me those 4 words that I had been expecting.

"I have to Pez I can't give you what you deserve" he said, looking away from me in shame.

"You can Zayn please don't go I can't love anyone else" I cried the truth my chest hurting.

"No you can Perrie, you can do so much better than me" he put himself down again not looking at me at all.

"No I can't Zayn, I'll die without you." I said dramatically, grasping at anything that make him stay.

"No you won't." he reasoned, finally looking at me with a 'are you serious' face.

"Yes I will. What about the wedding? We were meant to be together forever Zayn. Have kids. Grow old. Did that mean nothing to you?" I shouted jumping to my feet so i was stood up close to him.

"I know babe but I can't give you that" he said trying to take my hand, which I pulled away not believing him.

"Don't call me babe Zayn, you can't call me that, not after breaking my heart." I told him, completely pissed off.

"You'll find love again Pez I swear" he tried, brushing a piece of hair from my face.

"No I won't Zayn I can't remember how to fall in love Z, you've had me for too long." I explained my thoughts.

"I'm sure you do Perrie." he said in a patronising tone.

"No I won't Zayn, I'll grow old alone because you were to afraid to love me" I pushed him in the chest.

"I'm not afraid to love you Perrie" he reasoned taking my abuse.

"Then why can't you love me Zayn? Why? What did I do to deserve this?" I shouted, pushing him again, so done with his pathetic excuses.

"You did nothing I promise I just don't know how to love anymore." He tried to say, moving closer to where his packed bag stood.

"I'll show you" I tried, not wanting him to go but wanting him to go at all the same time.

"No I can't" he countered, picking his bag up

"Please" I begged, trying to grab his arm

"I can't Perrie" he said pulling his arm out of my grip with ease.

"Zayn" I tried, watching him turn away.

"Bye Perrie" he said, opening out bed room door, waling down the stairs.

"Zayn, no" I shouted, running out of our room after him, however he had already reached the front door.

"Come back you fucking moron come back and tell me this is a joke you can't fucking leave like that we had a future together." I shouted as he looked at me one more time and climbed in the car.
"Good luck Perrie" he said, before starting the car.

"Fuck you Zayn. Fuck you." I shouted as our gates opened and he drove away, leaving me crying on the gravel, shaking. But I didn't really hate him, just the thought of him going without letting my try to fix him.   

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