A Fool For Him

5 - Dinner (part 1)

5 - Dinner (part 1)

"Niui, tigilan mo na nga ako. Ayokong pumunta. I don't need their sorries." seryosong sabi niya.

"Oh come on, please! They're gonna apologize for what they did to you." I said with my hands together. Pero wa epek, e. Pati yung puppy dog eyes ko kanina hindi umepek. Huhuhuhu!

Nagpatuloy pa rin siya sa paglalakad na hindi ako linilingon habang ako naman habol nang habol lang sa kanya. Nasa labas na kami ng Cafeteria ngayon. Waaaa! Naiinis na ako, ah! Kaya ayun hinarangan ko siya dahilan para mapahinto siya.

"Zero naman! Pinahiya mo na nga ako kanina sa harap ng maraming tao pero hinayaan ko lang yun kasi alam kong ayaw mo sa'kin. Pero please lang pumayag ka naman. Minsan lang naman to, e. Please! Gusto lang naman nina Mom at Dad humingi ng tawad sa'yo." katapos kong sabihin ang mga yun, hiningal na ako. Haba kasi ng speech ko, e. Sana naman hindi na siya tumanggi. Sayang naman ang laway ko kung tumanggi siya.

Napabuntong-hininga siya. "Fine! Just promise me that you're not going to bother me again, okay?!"

Huehue ~ "Yun lang pala, e! Okay!" sagot ko pero syempre joke lang yun! Di ko kaya yun!

"Judging from the way you smile means that you're not taking this seriously." he shot me a glare and then started to walk away.

Hooo! Habul-habolan na naman ang peg kaya ayun, hinarangan ko na naman siya.

"Just what the fuck's--"

"Okay..." malungkot na sabi ko habang nakatungo.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm going to leave you alone after the dinner's over." I sighed. DOUBLE KILL!

"Are you sure that you can do that?" naghahalong panguuyam na sabi niya.

I can't do it but... "If it makes you happy then I'll do it." I said as I looked up at him. MEGA KILL!

Bahala na 'to! Ang promise ay promise! Lalayuan ko siya kasi yan naman ang gusto niya, but my feelings for him won't ever fade away. Gusto ko pa rin siya.

I saw his face softened. His eyes became sad and full of loneliness. Just what is he going through right now? I really wanted to help but he told me to stay away from him thus, I cannot help him. But! I'll think of a plan to make him happy.

"I told you that you're gonna give up." he said bitterly.

"No, I'm not giving up and I won't. Never in my entire life. I still like you. Diba sabi nila kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, gagawin mo ang lahat para lang mapasaya siya kahit na ikamamatay mo pa yun." nakangiting sabi ko. Bakit parang masakit? He-he!

His eyebrows were scrunched up in shock. "Even though it's hurting you like hell that you feel like you're almost dying?"

Tumawa ako ng mapakla. "You got that right! But don't mind me! I'm okay!" buti nalang nakangiti pa ako.

M-M-M-M-MONSTER KILL-KILL-KILL!

"You are such a fool, Niui. You have no idea what I'm going through right now. The pain you're feeling isn't even enough to what I'm feeling in every second, minute, hour, and day in my life." he said seriously that made me speechless. Hurt was written all over his face. What's hurting him? I just want to hug him and so I did. I want to comfort him.

I felt him stiffened in my hug. I just closed my eyes and hugged him even tighter. I just want him to know that I'm here 'til later this evening 'cause tomorrow I won't be able to go near him again nor stalk him.