one night // colby brock

sixty | calmly sick

Ronnie's POV

The car stopped and the gate opened.

Slowly sliding along, giving off all kinds of noises,

"Welcome back home" Sam laughed as he smiled brightly.

My heart was racing.

My head was pounding.

I felt as though I can faint,

"Hey Sam?" I spoke up catching his attention,

"Do you have any water?" I said gulping on my oxygen.

He opened the passenger seat compartment and pulled out a bottle of water.

I must of drunk the whole thing,

"Thanks" I sighed,

"You ready?" Sam turned to me smiling,

"Yes. I'm ready" I say with confidence.

I lean over from my seat and hug Sam,

"Come on" he says rubbing my back and unlocking his car door.

I did the same, stepping out.

Steadying myself with the concrete.

Trying not to fall over.

I didn't know if I was ready.

Heck I never would be ready.

I closed my car door and stood forward.

Walking towards the house with Sam at my side.

My heart beat eased.

And I felt calm.

I was about to see everyone I loved.

I was about to see Colby.

We reached the final step and stood in front of the house,

"Are you sure you are okay?" Sam stopped me,

"No I feel calm but I also want to be sick" I say wiping my forehead.

I leaned up against the pillar so I wouldn't fall over.

My head was spinning and I didn't know how to feel.

I didn't know how to describe it.

I wanted to see them all so bad but I was terrifed to see them.

I have nothing to worry about.

I've known them all for 2 years.

I'm acting ridiculous.

I'm being ridiculous,

"Ronnie. Hey, you'll be okay. Everyone is excited to see you. " he said supporting me from falling,

"Even Colby?" I asked.

What if I walked through that door and it wasn't the same?

What if it was a built up for nothing?

What if our fire had been put out?

What if he hated me for leaving?

I couldn't deal with all this,

"Well we haven't told Colby because we wanted to suprise him. Ronnie, he is the man you love so you shouldn't be doubting anything" he said pulling my arm.

Closer and closer to the door.

I took a deep breath and pushed down the handle.

Opening the door.

Opening the door to the next chapter in my life.

Prepare yourselves for next chapter..