one night // colby brock

sixty four | expressions linger

Colby's POV

"What is it? Is she okay?" Aaron rushed in frantically.

I don't know how I did it in time, but Ronnie had a shirt on and I had sweatpants on, wearing enough to make us not flash our roommates,

"I don't know, we were holding hands and I told her I loved her then she started gasping for air. I'm scared to let her go because she has calmed down but she isn't moving. I don't know-how aaron" I choke.

I was terrifed.

What if that was the last time I told her I loved her.

All these horrible thoughts started rushing through, overwhelming me.

What could of possibly happened?

Was sex all to much so soon?

I was so selfish.

Maybe she said it was okay because she wanted to please me.

I should of been able to tell.

I'm no better than Lucas.

If I was to just think of her, none of this would of happened,

"Its okay, just lay her head down here" Aaron said softly as he patted on the blanket.

I gently laid her head down and stood up, I didn't want to hurt her more than I already have.

I stood beside Sam with my hand running through my hair.

My heart was pounding against my ribcage and it shook my whole body.

Aaron held his head slanted to her chest, almost as if he was listening.

He raised to fingers up to her neck and applied pressure.

His face looked washed relief but stressed still lingered in his expressions,

"What? What happened? Is she okay? Wha-" I started to question but Aaron cut me off,

"Hey it's okay, she's fine. She just passed out which isn't good but it could of been worse" Aaron said as he stood up.

I sat back down on the bed and held her hand, waiting for her to wake up I guess.

Hoping she would wake up.

I couldn't lose her.

Not again,

"Where did you learn all this?" Sam asked from the doorway with the same much as confusion as i, although I was more concerned than anything,

"Oh my parents are doctors" Aaron reassured,

"So what do I do?" My voice still shaking,

"Just keep checking her breathing and her pulse. Make sure it stays at this," he said as he tapped a rhythmic pattern on the door frame.

I nodded in response.

They left and closed the door.

How could she of passed out?

And when was she going to wake up.