Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario

N i n e t e e n

Dear Matthew,

Just out of spite, pure bitterness and the fact that I'm still minorly (ok majorly heart broken) I'm going to tell you something.

Well, I'm going to tell you a lot of somethings.

I'm going to list some of the reasons, as to why I once loved you.

Maybe it's not out of bitterness alone though, maybe I just want you to understand how much I cared for you.

Because then, you'll understand just how much it fucking hurt when you betrayed me and left me.

So here we go;

1. You came with me to every audition and I did with you too. That's what we did because we were partners in crime and in success. An unstoppable team. You're support and belief in me never wavered, it stuck around, as did you and you were by my side every step of the way; just like I was for you.

Well, until you left me. Though to be fair, if you appeared at my door tomorrow, needing someone to be your sidekick and to help you out, I'd probably still crack and be there for you.

I still hate you though.

Love Ivy.