Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario

T w e n t y S i x

Matthew,

You called again but I couldn't bring myself to answer. I didn't know what you would say.

Would you yell at me?

Tell me to stop writing?

Or maybe you want to talk?

I'm not ready for any of those... I don't think I ever will be either.

There's too much to leave in the past still. Pain and betrayal is inevitably going to be with me for a very long time.

I'm to blame I suppose.

From Ivy.