Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario

T w e n t y O n e

Matthew,

I really don't know why I've been starting these letters 'dear'

You're not my dear, nor do I think you're a dear person? Does that make sense?

To be honest, I don't quite care to give a shit about whether it does or not, I've written it now.

Anyway, on to the point of this shamble. Reason three of why I loved you. Literally and emotionally I suppose.

3. You were many firsts for me. First best friend, first kiss, first love.

You were there when I first got drunk, snuck out at midnight and broke my first bone.

You were there when I first fell off my first ever motorbike, you were the driver the first time we crashed your fathers car.

You were the first, and well, if I'm being truly honest with myself, the only man I spent the night with.

But then again, you were the first to also break my heart.

Screw you Matthew.

Love Ivy.