Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario

F i f t y E i g h t

Matthew, Matthew, Matthew,

It's currently 9:15 and I'm sitting on the bench in the park, just over the road from the cafe.

I want to finish this letter before I head over the road to meet you for 10, except I'm scared I'll get there and you won't show.

I'm not sure why I'm scared, you said you wanted this so why wouldn't you show?

I'll give this to you in person, as by now if you're reading this, will have happened.

I'm glad, if we do meet up, that we're doing this. I'm going to call it Matt and Ivy's fresh start, all negativity and mistakes in the past and with us both looking forward.

I'm now fully prepared for whatever demons you're dealing with, I remember, you've never been fully able to cope without a faithful sidekick, I'll be that sidekick if you like. You know my ears are always open to listen, 100% judgement free.

My family are as well as expected, always the same and never changing. I love that about them. Jensen is Jensen as always and now isn't so annoyed that I'm giving you a chance. He knows my life is always brighter with you in it.

It's now 9:45 so I should get moving. I'll see you soon I hope.

Here's to the future?

Love Ivy x