Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario

T w e n t y F o u r

Matthew,

I don't thank you for never calling or writing back to me after you first left.

You never answered any of my messages. You just vanished and it's as if you never even existed. Holy hell sometimes I wish you really didn't.

Despite all odds though, you did and I'm reminded every day of it.

And despite everything, I'm proud of you. Wow I can't believe I said that, but I suppose it's true.

You're thriving and living out your dreams, you got everything you ever wanted.

Even if you turned out to be a completely different person than who I once knew.

You've become such a douchebag Matthew, what the fuck happened?

Oh my I just swore? I never swear, oh sweet mumma I'm going to hell.

If you haven't noticed Matthew, I'm drunk. I know right? Ivy-Rose never drinks?

Well she sure does since you left sir!

Thanks for that you tall dark and handsome cuntshovel.

Love Ivy.