Matt,
Last one for a while Matthew. Tomorrow is the first day of my fresh start. The new leaf I've turned. My chance at a happy life starting now, aged 26.
A life without you or me subconsciously thinking about you in anger.
My anger and pain is almost an ancient myth now, a thing of dreams now, for the first time, I feel I've learned how to handle it.
Though, I just want you to know the worst points of all of this, so you don't make the same mistake and hurt Emily.
The worst feelings.
a list by Ivy Carrington.
Being cheated on.
Being replaced.
Over thinking.
Lied to.
Led on.
Not appreciated.
Not cared for.
Being left out.
Being ignored.
Worrying.
You did all of these or your actions caused me to do them.
Don't make the same mistake twice Matty, it's not worth the collateral damage or the domino effect you start.
It hurts like hell when someone makes you feel special and then leaves you hanging and then you have to act like you don't care at all. I had to do it for too long and I've come to realise, it's not worth hiding.
You handle it and learn to adapt and deal with it.
All the best for your future Matt.
Bye for now.
From Ivy.
(the best friend)
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Disillusionment - Matthew Daddario
FanficBe careful what you wish for. Because it'll probably come back and bite you in the ass.
