It's Just Us

◇ Insecurities ◇

Of course,

I will never,

Have all of my hope,

In Us.

My past,

Has made me so...

Insecure.

I take my anger out on people,

Instead of talking them out.

My insecurities,

They can be about anything.

However,

My biggest one,

Is that you'll find someone better.

More compatible.

"She's just our friend."

He said that before you,

it only took a week for Him to find Her.

I'm afraid,

That the same thing will happen.

I listen to you guys,

Laughing together on the phone,

I don't understand,

Why.

Why I keep thinking,

You're like him,

Because,

You're not.

You've told me a thousand times,

I felt myself trying to let it go.

After what He did to me,

Why can't I let it go?

Is it me that can't move on?

Or,

Is it me,

Who's just afraid of loving anyone again?

I feel,

Like my insecurities,

Are driving you farther away.

I just want,

To be able to love,

Without these insecurities.

I'm never good enough,

I always feel like I'm no one's.

I'm the one,

Who brings the perfect match's,

Together.

But,

Inside,

I feel like,

I'm no one's match.

You've said,

It's perfect.

But,

I'm afraid.

And even you,

The person I love,

With all my heart,

Couldn't stop,

What's going on,

Inside.