It's Just Us

⚚ Those words ⚚

Could you maybe,

Understand my feelings?

Would you maybe,

Try to get it?

Why do I keep feeling this way?

My heart breaks unknowingly.

It trembles with fear,

I know you'll leave...

But,

In my mind,

I can't begin to imagine you gone...

It's like the sun that won't ever shine for you again.

Or a moon that won't be there at night.

Music,

Without lyrics,

And a choir,

All out of tune.

I wish I was like Clary,

And could use a rune or two,

To keep these thoughts from running wild.

To save you from the hell that's trapped inside...

Did I do something to lose your trust?

Or is it me...

Who can't come to trust you again..?

I'm trying to understand my feelings...

I've shut them out for so long...

And tears that run down my face even when we call,

Because in my mind...

I fear for those words that could come from your mouth...

"I think we should break up..."

I fear those words...

I hope you never say them...

I've loved you endlessly since I told you so.

And even before then,

I looked at you in a way I could've even see myself.

You are everything I don't deserve.

Yet,

You're still standing here.

Right by my side...

But these fears of those words...

They will never go away..

Just tell me..

You love me.