To the love of my life:
You've done everything to make me happy. You sometimes say you don't... I wish I told you everything when I had the chance. You showed me it was possible to fall in love and be happy for once. I wish I could've held you close and told you everything was going to be alright when you cried... I wish I could've kissed you goodbye... There's so many things I wish I said and did with you... We played games, and you made me smile.. you made me laugh.. you made me fall. It doesn't matter what everyone else says or thinks about you... I loved you every since the day I told you. My love... only got deeper and my wish for your happiness only became greater. You gave me a light in the middle of my dark world... Please.. I love you with everything I am... and I'm sorry for what I had to do... I love you. This blood I've shed... it no longer means a thing... because I know that with you... I'll never shed a single drop... You'll protect me... even without realizing it... This is goodnight~
To the Child:
You've been a best friend for a long time now... and I did some pretty shitty things before... what I said.. It still haunts me to this day and makes me regret a lot. If I could change my past I would... I would've been your friend much sooner. Do what you will with your life... You have so many choices to make and with each new choice... a new door opens. Don't you ever forget that... You became more than my best friend.. you became my family... I'm proud to call you my son/daughter.
NOTE: This was in a dream I had.. none of the suicidal vibes are real OKAY OKAY MOVE ON HAVE A NICE DAY! :D
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It's Just Us
PoetryThe ups, the downs, the good days, and the bad. What's the use of a relationship book if you only say the good things? Hate to break it to ya, love is painful just as much as it is amazing.
