It's Just Us

☕ Hello Again ☕

Hey there,

It's been a little while,

Since I've written one of these...

The poem,

Shall we?

I found my old journal,

Something I forgot about a long time ago.

I was happy to find it again,

I could see who I was once,

And who I am now.

The journal did not hold anything bright,

It was a darkened book.

I found something,

That I was in realization of,

I say I'm afraid of you leaving,

But that's not true!

I wouldn't mind if you left me for someone else!

My only concern,

Is that you'll do the same thing most have done,

I'm only afraid you'll use me until your done,

And throw me away like everyone else has done.

Because I'm no doll,

I'm not a pillow,

I'm still a human being,

No matter how differently I am from you,

Or anyone else.

If you do leave,

Don't pull a Him,

And treat me as if you never knew me,

I have anxiety,

And the thought of this all happening again is always running.

So a reality check for me is,

You can leave,

You can do whatever you want,

I'll still love you,

But don't use me,

And please,

Don't act like I never existed.

By the way,

This is not a breakup,

This is a realization that I'm not in fear of being left :3

Enjoy your days fellow persons of Earth and other planets :D