Am I toxic?
Just a frozen heart,
Stuck here,
To stay alone?
Is it really,
Just another joke?
Maybe,
Another game?
This isn't a game.
This is me,
Realizing,
I'm too screwed up,
To even be loved.
I'm pitied.
I'm given sympathy.
I'm one of those depressed people.
I'm just another person.
I'm just flowing in the wind.
I'm just another piece of trash.
"Why are you so angry over nothing?!"
Silence.
Silence.
Silence.
But in that silence,
Lies a small inner voice,
"Because, it's better to be numb and heartless,
Than to care and be broken again."
Silence.
Silence.
Silence.
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Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Count each wall, and every new sheep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Wake up now,
At least to that beep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Put that toy to your head.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Dream eternally my sweet,
Sleep.
Sleep.
Boom.
I guess you've finally met your doom.
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Actress,
Yes, that is what you are.
They don't see the broken girl,
inside the porcelain mask.
"It's nice to finally see you smile."
I'm not smiling,
I'm crying.
"You look amazing."
I don't look amazing,
I look like trash.
"Look at the whore! HA HA."
Yes,
I guess I am.
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New People:
"You have a cute voice."
You don't even know me.
"Aww she's look so prettyyyy"
I'm just trash,
So you're wrong.
"I love you."
*shattering*
Why....
"We love you."
*Breaking*
"STOP LETTING YOUR ANGER FESTER!"
*Numbness*
"THINK"
*Numbed*
"..."
"..."
"..."
"... Fine..."
I change for everyone,
But what will happen when I can't change anymore?
"All storms run out of rain,"
"All Clay will dry out eventually."
"Everyone dies. Some sooner than others."
This poetry entry by:
Nobody's Home.
YOU ARE READING
It's Just Us
PoetryThe ups, the downs, the good days, and the bad. What's the use of a relationship book if you only say the good things? Hate to break it to ya, love is painful just as much as it is amazing.
