It's Just Us

I Don't Deserve You

I can see stars shining,

Little stars to us,

But in all reality,

It's gas,

Ready to burn something alive.

What's so special about who I am?

I'm stupid.

I fall for people,

I care about people,

I put them above me,

I believe in true happiness,

I believe even evil deserves a happily ever after.

I constantly sit alone,

With the same conversation going on inside myself.

I question everything I've known.

I wonder how I've put up with you for so long,

And then I realize,

Every single wrong thing,

Every single doubt,

Every single fight.

When I was so rude to our friend,

Why didn't you leave then?

Or how about when I made you believe it was over?

Why didn't you leave?

Why haven't you left?

By now,

I'm scared you will leave.

Because I know that in the back of my mind,

I'm nobody special,

And I never will be.

I've come to accept it.

In all honesty,

I'm Forgettable.