It's Just Us

✨Dreams

It's only a fantasy,

Something one wishes were true,

I could not say,

Everything.

In my dreams,

I could say everything.

But,

I don't believe this is all a dream,

If it were,

My heart,

Would never learn,

to love again.

After you,

I wouldn't be able to bear,

Another heartbreak.

If I lose you,

It'll be like losing a piece of me.

With all the fun,

And all the true happiness,

You've given and showed me.

True jealousy,

Not just petty kindergartner stuff.

You proved me wrong.

I used to think love was worthless,

It was just a game for idiots to get hurt.

I thought only stupid people needed it.

Only the weak wanted it.

I thought nobody could ever love their best friend.

"What do you think of love?"

"It's a game, and for those who play, end up in a cold world. If you want to stay warm, you have to be cold to love."

Shocked eyes look at me.

A straight face,

The sweetest girl in school,

Was the coldest.

"Why do you think that?"

"I was once 'in love with a boy' and he showed me, love is just a game for those who want to feel pain."

People's pity,

Their sobs for me.

Why did they sob,

When even I,

Had no interest in such a trivial thing?

"Idiots, the lot of you!"

Now, it's different.

Thanks to you,

I figured out that it's not stupid,

and this game,

Is worth playing.