Pack Adonis

Chapter 14

The morning was worse. Ryder wasn't ready with punishing me, he only has been doing that since I had arrived.

"You won't leave the house, you're on the course team, you will come to my office once a hour for me to check on you and you need to give over that phone." He demanded, in front of everyone at breakfast.

"No way I'm giving you my phone." I snapped back.

"Don't test me." He warned.

"No, you've been punishing me since I've arrived. Lay back." I hissed.

"Because you've been acting like an immature brat." He growled.

"You've been acting like a freaking asshole!" I screamed.

Ryder eyed me in such rage  I should've been scared, but I wasn't.

"I-" he cut me off, by grabbing my phone from my pocket.

"You'll get him back when you shift. Start saving for a new one, because it will never happen." He snapped.

My rage fell and I stared at him. I looked around, everybody always but those few bitches laughing at me.

I turned away from them and walked away, my body trembling from sadness and rage.

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My hand moved over the paper, leaving features behind. I went faster and faster, replying the dream over and over again. This night I had seen a face, but it was so vague and blurry. I just had to know who it was, but I most definitely knew it was a woman. I know it was weird I had those crazy dreams and I should probably talk to someone about it. But I didn't trust anyone enough, maybe Rosalie. But she was busy meeting Jayden in secret.

She wouldn't have time for my psycho problems. I had to do this on my own. It made me miss my old life terribly, I had everything figured out and a direction lead me to great things. When high school would be over, I had no idea what I would become.

"Am!" Rosalie walked in with Jayden.

I quickly hid my drawings and turned to them. Rosalie crashed into me for a tight hug and I took it. Tears were almost falling down my cheeks, but I wouldn't cry.

"Are you alright?" She asked grabbing my shoulders.

"He was right. I will never be able to shift." I muttered depressed.

It hurt, but he was right. I've been here for a month and I had made no progression. Every time I tried someone pulled me back, like it wasn't my time to shift yet. But I wanted it so badly. I wanted a connection with my wolf, get to know her, feel how it is to shift and show everyone my strength.

"That's bullshit." Jayden snapped and cupped my face.

"Am, you're one of the strongest persons I know. You try and work everyday, you've come so far already, you're an inspiration to everyone in this pack. Don't listen to what he says. Listen to what I say. You're powerful and when you will shift, you will blow people's mind." Jayden insisted.

I stared with wide eyes at him, shocked by his extremely kind words. Now I let the tears slip from my eyes. I smiled weakly and pulled him and Rosalie in for a hug.

"I love you guys." I told them, sobbing.

"We love you too." Jayden told me.

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The next morning I wanted to stay in my bed until the day was over. I hated this day.  It I had to go to breakfast, orders from Ryder. Why did he always have to punish me? It's so unfair!